I realize i don't tend to write anything that seems happy, that's mainly i try to live in the happiness and try not to think about it too much, so i dun tend want to write it down, if i think about it, it will leave me. occasionally i'll get a really happy time, but usaully i dun wanna write it in here cause never know if it will involve someone ( Read more... )

bleck. i dunno what it is tonight but i feel a little sad. i have no reason to be really, nothing happened at all, i shouldn't be emotional it's weird. i also feel oddly nervous, i dunno what about there's nothing coming up that i should be extremely nervou about, maybe my mind is just messing with me, i dunno ( Read more... )

today sarah beat me up cause i said the word flerbogginshnaugen :'( it hurteded sniffle sniffle ;x

sylvia is awesome people, the end. ;x

EHHHH i hate it when the people that, i care about are unhappy. it makes me wish i could just cheer them up, or even just take on all their unhappiness, so that they wouldn't have to feel it. it makes me sad, when people i care about are down in the dumps, cause if i care about them it generally means i view them as a good person. good people don't ( Read more... )

Meh, such a bad topic to think about for me, but always there in my head. so since senior prom i've kinda not really had anything like a crush or anything close to it on any girls i knew at all. whenever i get a crush on a girl i some reason get my hopes up and everything, and then in the end i get smashed into the ground. i dunno tho. ii've been ( Read more... )

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OK so here are some of the things girls have said to/at me that made my ego sky rocket ( Read more... )

I hate this feeling, it's the only feeling i know. everyday it's lonliness. i feel like no one cares if i'm here. no one, with the exception of like 3-4 people, ever try to start a conversation with me. It makes me feel alone. i have no one to ever do anything with, i'm usually alone in my bedroom, always wanting to do something more. Alwas wanting ( Read more... )