hey guys..im BORED.i didnt do much today..just went to the mall and hung out..yea..idk..i guess christina's out having fun..yea..im depressed,for many many reasons that i will not bore you about.anyways..yea,ok,whatever.. ( i guess this is what they call killing yourself in small doses.. )

lately i've been wishing i had one desire
something that would make me never want another
something that would make it so that nothing matters
all would be clear then
but i guess i'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments
and watch all dissolve into a single second
and try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
or one foolish line
because that's all ( Read more... )

hey guys..tonight is the show..yes the mother-fucking throwdown show!!!anyways..i just wanna say that i love you christina and im happy i've been blessed with your love,i just wanna feel this way forever!!!hehe,the song below describes everything..anyways..bye bye people!!!oh!! and nora,i need to talk to you bout tomorrow so yea..idk..i might call ( Read more... )

Starving searching this barren wasteland ( Read more... )

wake up now,its over,just tell me its ok to die..

hey guys,this is my new journal...comment to be added cause its going to be a friends-only journal..bye bye!!!