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[xxdtrox187xx]

WOo. i HATE asthma.

concert crap is finally over...til tomorrow. HAH. ass. fuck.

i had QUITE a day.
phil bought me a pink carnation & he, katie and lindsey went to my concert tonight.
i found out im fuckin going to maryland sometime next week. AHH!! til the 21st i suppose.
the downside-->im going to miss my babes like WHOA. and im pretty sure they arent

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[friendsxguns]

well if you're going to miss texas so much for the whole 4 days that you're gonna be here, then it's not worth coming
you LIVE there
we havent seen each other in MORE THAN a year

we werent excited about you moving.
i sure hope your friends in texas can live without you for 4 fucking days

[xxdtrox187xx]

honeyy bunches of chocolates covered oats. you KKNOWW i am definitely excited to go. im just saying that its going to be just different...
because now that ive gotten used to everything FINALLY (after over a YEAR)...
ive been ironically given the chance to go and its weird because i feel angry because its like...WOW. i wish i would have been able to go when i really NEEDED it...like when i would cry everyday about it.

im frustrated.
i am just now, being given what i want...but i couldnt go when i was truly desperate for it. aand idk what made this coming up week any different than any of the other times i was planning on going.

idk.
its hard to explain.
idk if that made sense.

sry.
you KNOW i love you.
and im totally stoked.

[friendsxguns]

it just seems like now that you appreciate everyone in texas, you don't really care about us
and it just hurts to feel like youve forgotten us or something.

[xxdtrox187xx]

IMPOSSIBLE.
as soon as mother told me i was screaming and jumping.
you all have taken a part in making me who i am today and i couldnt just forget you like that.
thats ridiculous.

ilu.

[monsterm0nster]

WOOHOO ASIAN INVASION NEXT WEEK!
i'm so frickin pumped!