I was cleaning my things in the attic and I found something that made me laugh. I am sure none of you remember BoyCrazy cards... They came out in 2000 and I remember just having crushes on these boys. It is so weird. It makes sense that I did that when I was 13, but it is weird that it was only 6 years ago. Growing up is odd. I loved my years at PS ( Read more... )

I know my last entry was selfish, but I do think I have a problem. I do love how life works. One day horrible things happen, the next you get great news. Confusing.

I hate my image and myself. I know I am short and pretty much average weight, but I would like to be skinnier. I used to be three sizes smaller only a few years ago. I dislike the fact guys think I am available for anything. I am not. I haven't even done stuff with a guy recently (past year) except for once this summer. I dislike I can't keep my ( Read more... )

Fuck this.

The worst part of college (so far: Rhetoric Papers. I have one due on Tuesday and I have lie 2% of my research done. This wouldn't be too bad if I didn't have to go to my other classes and do other work ( Read more... )

This year I was constantly doubting and pushing myself. It helped me learn who I really am (well practically) and I am feeling the best I have in a long time. My life isn't fully on track but I can see the rails I am supposed to ride, I am almost there ( Read more... )

It's official I am done with my first semester of college.

So I am avoiding studying as much as possible, bad idea since I want all A's... oh well. I had fun making my schedule for next semester at the U of I and I know it isn't set in stone until the 11th of January, but as of now, I will be waking up at 7:30 am Monday- Thursday. Fun Fun. But on the bright side I will have only one class on Fridays and ( Read more... )

So I am practically back in Iowa City... All my work is done up at UNI, I just need to study for finals and sit through class. Once Finals are done for me on Tuesday I just need to get my room checked by RA and I can finally go home. On Wednesday I have a job interview at Staples... That will be interesting. Whatevs it is money.

So oddly enough I found out late on Friday that I am ACCEPTED at Iowa!!! Yay. The crappy part of transferring now is I won't get any classes. I have no clue when I get to register, and I hope it is soon. Anywho I am going to try and get a job. I applied at Staples, and got called to schedule an interview. That won't be until the 13th the day after ( Read more... )