these wounds won't seem to heal
                     t h i s p a i n i s j u s t  t o  r e a l
              there's just too much that time cannot erase.

word. haha.

ugh i feel like such shit. im so tired. (narocleptic right ellen?) i havent updated in a bit...school's taking up so much time. i have to plan a dance for the little 8th graders that would normally take like a month to plan in 10 days. fun times. it's easy except getting 10 teacherse to come chaperone. . . not many teachers wanna spend ( Read more... )

i watched CNN and CNBC for 2 hours this morning. what is the west wing doing to me?

you never bothered to say g o o d b y e
            so i never thought that i should have to cry
                                   i never cried for you
                           i forget more of your face each day
                l.o.s.s has turned to anger and that's where it will stay
                      but remember ( Read more... )

i've decided that i'm going to actually do work this year. and for the rest of my high school career. i have to. all the colleges i want to go to require me too. im going to become a shut in. even more so than now, only i will be doing homework and stuff. ugh. it's killing me to say this but i have to do something. im so unmotivated. i gotta get ( Read more... )

just got home from the 2nd day of school. it blows and right now im putting off my english homework that i just dont understand. schools okay...long but alright. i have alot of friends in my classes, except for wex. i tried to update in marketing but i couldnt get it to work. :(

got a new icon, it's not mine i forget who made it though...it's west ( Read more... )

                    now we're spinning empty bottles
                                            it's the five of us
                           with pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
                i can't resist the day
                   no i can't resist the day
                                    jenny screams out and it's no pose
       cause ( Read more... )

last day of summer. i slept until 10, got up showered...stayed up to watch 2 eps of ER and then went back to bed until 4:30 when i went to physical therapy for an hour and a half and then to olympia. i saw sean benotti in olympia and helped him pick out a new hat. katie was there too. she's nice i wish she had come to nipmuc. im the only chick i ( Read more... )

it's so hott. there is really no reason for it to be 92 degrees in mendon at 7:00 in august. it had better be a lot cooler come tuesday cause i dont think i can sit through a class when it is this hott. i wish it was winter. i love winter. that or ac in the school. seriouslyyyyy.

i watched the shipping news last night at about 11:00....not a good ( Read more... )

too lazy for a cut..

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