Comments | xx_failure: MY STORY OF CUTTING AND DEPRESSION.

xx_failure

MY STORY OF CUTTING AND DEPRESSION.

Apr 17, 2007 02:06

My name is Alexis, and I am a cutter ( Read more... )

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blueblooded666 April 18 2007, 03:00:02 UTC

I wish I'd talk to you more

I don't know how to make that sound any deeper than it sounds shallow

but I do.

xx_failure April 18 2007, 03:14:11 UTC

call me or something. shit, no one ever fucking calls me.. all my so called 'friends'? ha. Always, my last three recieved calls are from either my dad, chuck, or my mom.

I'm trying to be on aim more so people can reach me, instead of sending me messages on myspace if they want to talk or want advice, because I'm hardly ever on myspace.

I'm here for you though, shallow or not.

xo alexis

blueblooded666 April 22 2007, 14:24:57 UTC

you didn't get the meaning of that.
I could talk to you more often, and I can talk to you.
I just wish I would.
I don't make the effort to talk to anyone anymore.
and I'm doing nothing to fix that

xx_failure April 23 2007, 04:00:00 UTC

thats life
I don't make an effort to talk to anyone, mainly because I'm terrified of rejection. I've never been rejected by someone I liked, or whatnot really.

xo alexis

xbrightest April 18 2007, 03:06:09 UTC

i'm sure you expected me to reply to this but, you are so honest and so brave. through these experiences we really learn how to help people and become an inspiration. it's what you've done and i'm so proud of you.

i look up to you, alexis.

love you and miss you.

xx_failure April 18 2007, 03:16:01 UTC

Thankyou so much. All of these comments I've gotten so far, from the emails to the comments, to the IMS, to the messages.. they all have really touched me. I am so glad that what I have been through, what I have accomplished can benefit someone in one way or another. I've always said that before I die, I want to save someone's life. When I do that, I will no longer be afraid of death to come in old age.

Thankyou again.

xo alexis

Just asking. coleylovesloren July 2 2007, 00:12:30 UTC

I just read this right now. I know you wrote it a few months ago, but it was pretty intense. Im not making fun or judging you in any way, I just have a question. What makes a person cut? I've known people who do it, and I can't understand why someone would want to hurt themself, I could never do such a thing.