You make me smile.
I make you smile.
You keep me warm when I am cold.
You take care of me when I'm sick.
When I'm so messed up I can't even lift my head.
You carry me and put me into bed.
Watch over me to make sure I'm okay.
I've traveled far for you.
You've done the same for me.
I enjoy all of our time together.
You hold my hand even when you're too sick to ( Read more... )

You say drugs.
I say music.
You say games.
I say nintendo.
You say The Cult.
I say The Faint.
You say WoW.
I say wow.
I like reading.
You like to play games.
I like movies.
You watch T.V.
I live here.
You live there.
I'm not perfect.
Neither are you.
I've learned from my mistakes.
I hope you have too
We say I miss you.
We say I love you.

<3

Tori ditched me again.
Kyle went back to his friend's at 10.
March isn't on.
I'm irritated.
I don't have a bed.
I'm most def. not in a good mood.
I'm talking to Dillon.
And Vlad.
So I'm feeling okay.
I don't talk to Vlad much.
It's sad.
I like talking to Dillon.
He makes me happy.
But the pour boy is tired.
And I feel bad.
But life goes on.
And on and on and on.

<3

I think I may be quick to say shut up today.
Especially when it comes to lies.
I really just don't want to hear it anymore.
And I frankly don't want to hear excuses either.
I miss the days before all the drama.
You can barely trust anyone.
I'm listening to The Used.
It seems to be cheering me up.
.//Today I fell and felt better\\.
I think I may be a tad ( Read more... )

.//One pill makes you larger, and the other makes you smaller//.
I took two and a half pks.
I threw up in the sink.
And that's okay.
.//Still so young, desperate for attention//.
My mind is racing, but I can't seem to focus.
I'm so dizzy.
My body feels out of control.
I'm waiting for Tori to come on MSN.
Oh wait, she just called.
I'm supposed to go meet her ( Read more... )

Life is okay.
Monday I'm moving into my place.
I'm scared.
I'm trying to act like I'm not scared.
I'm not ready, but I have to be ready.
.//So you're gonna fake it?//.
Yeah, I guess I am.
Well.
I don't have much to type right now.
Actually I do.
But at this moment in time I just don't feel like it.

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I've barely eaten anything all weekend.
I'm really fucking pissed off at Kyle.
He ditched me and Steve again.
He said I was special.
.//I guess I got lied to again//.
Don't make promises you can't keep.
You know what I've done since I've been home?
Put down my stuff and got on the computer.
After I'm done here I'm probably going to go to sleep.
What's the ( Read more... )

Well,
My head hurts.
I barely ate today.
Kyle is bugging me, not on purpose, I don't think he even knows that he's bugging me.
I want to go home.
Right now.
I wanna watch Denis Leary.
Right now.
Apparently I want to do what I want now.
I like pretty smiles and pretty eyes.
I.am.so.fucking.tired.of.this.
Homehomehome.
If I was Dorothy, and I had ruby red ( Read more... )

Yes! 
October ifinally here, woo hoo that makes me happy.
I'm in a pretty good mood.
I'm hanging out with Kyle.
I'm excited about moving into my own place.
I'm still sick though, which is no fun at all.
I got icecream a little bit ago.
.//Ugh//. 
I'm a little frustrated at the moment, but that's life I guess.
I'm tired and it's late.
I should probably get ( Read more... )

Hmm.
I had a good day.
HAPPY!
I painted my nails pink.
Well, I did one hand and Tori did the other.
I feel so bright and happy lately.
I feel like being bold, and using bright colours.
I think I'm going to see Tori later tonight.
Which makes me happy.
And Kyle is on MSN. 
Which means I have someone to talk to.
Woo Hoo!
He sometimes seems like such a typical ( Read more... )