omfg lol i just had this survey filled out that took me a fucking hour and 20 minutes to do and then i accidentally hit some button and it clicked the back button so it erased it all.. so now i'm going to do a shortened version of it.. lol ( Read more... )

Ugh i need to start going to sleep sooner.. the earliest i've gotten to sleep this week was 12:30 and the latest being like 3.. :o/ thats like 5 1/2 hours of sleep a night or less.. that could be why i've been cranky lately.. thank god its almost the weekend..parents are leaving me again.. well i have to work probably on satuday.. lets hope its ( Read more... )

Well things seem to be going a bit better over the last day or two. Me and julie talked and things seem pretty good with us in that we're still on for our plans for the summer like SURVIVOR and SKYDIVING.. lol :o) yay.. so i'm hoping that everything is cool between me and her now ( Read more... )

well if nothing else this weekend made me realize a few things.. first of all that i need to stop freaking lying to everyone.. i have now officially lied to every single person that i have ever came into contact with.. hi my name is kevin and i have a problem.. i think i freaking need to go to therapy to stop lying.. i've hurt soo many people ( Read more... )

ok thats gay i just wrote this huge long update and it didn't save or whatever.. so now i have to type the whole freaking thing over again ugh lol.. not the time for more stress ( Read more... )

wow who woulda thought that i would have gone from many friends to little in a week.. this is great stuff.. me and ashley talked after school yesterday and everything seemed great like we were finally going to be friends again.. then she called later and got alllll pissed off at me.. and we got in a fight and she started saying that i lied to her ( Read more... )

i guess today wasn't as bad as i had pictured it.. atleast i had someone to spend it with so i wasn't sitting on my ass like a freaking loser.. wow the days seem to go by so slow now.. i wanna go to college hmmph ( Read more... )

so i went over to ashley house tonight to help her sister with some chemistry and because i thought it would be nice for me and ash to finally get to talk face to face about things ( Read more... )

wow... what is wrong with me.. somehow it feels like the only friend i have right now is christina.. but i don't want a relationship and if i did i would go back to ashley if anything.. and ok i'm soo done calling people to hang out.. i talked to shelley today.. and she didn't want to see me.. julie.. she didn't want to see me either time.. ash.. ( Read more... )

Me and ashley recently broke up.. well in actuallity she broke up with me. I understand though because it was my fault. I wasn't giving her space at a time in her life when she was very stressed out and refocusing her life in sort of a new direction. It was very sad because she kept telling me that i was "stuck" with her forever.. but i don't ( Read more... )