hey hey...i had something but i read it a million times and its just a random blob with vocab words, utter crap. im just tiiiired.. i dont know why im still up. work tomorrow yay. ill write something at work tomorrow if i can. sooo.. i guess this is gunna be your something to read. hmm ( Read more... )

i just read some insane write that puts every one of my thoughts out the door ( Read more... )

happy new years; to the kids that can't be here we miss you

subtle thoughts
these days move slower than the clock
all wasted away on empty staring and useless thoughts
i'd glady throw them away and run away
but there's nowhere to run to
the same songs replay with a dying envy
the same memories played out like it's their last chance
the last chances died with inept kisses
fell back in (save yourself and dig

quit thinking, you'll make yourself sick
it's cold out, so go back into your layers
cover yourself dry from the rain, the rain
shiver away

i thought about the north but it reminds me of you
am i still trying to forget?
i don't know
i remembered saying my (mental) goodbyes but i dont remember missing it
i can't complain if i don't know howso fuck ( Read more... )

storytime (i haven't told one in a while)
so i stayed up til 2:30ish last night talking to v(ince/ernon/irly) cause i haven't talked to them in a long time and i miss them. but then i remembered exorcism of emily rose and ran my ass to bed before 3am ( Read more... )

breakdance ( Read more... )

post christmas. spent it with cousins i never spend (enough) time with. it was awesome.

i'm too scared to touch anything anymore.

i've got so much to talk about, but i dont wanna let you down

MERRY CHRISTMAS

happy birthday anthony