( It doesn't feel right holding someone elses hand )

Today was much better then yesterday. Yesterday pretty much sucked ass. I thought I screwed things up with me and Chris, so I was being emo. Mmm yeah, I need to stop thinking the worst when little things happen.

In guitar class today, we had to play a song in front of the whole class. Ugh, and I hate doing that. I actually did it though. Go meee! ( Read more... )

I got a new phone number guyss.. 944-2529 soo call me :):)

Last night I went to Howl-O-Scream with Chris and my sissy. It wasnt that scary but I had fun. There was soo many people there it aggravated me..We left there around 12 and went to Dennys. It was yummmy. Then I fell asleep in the car on the way back. I love how he holds my hand while hes ( Read more... )

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The last 2 days have been good.

Chris came and saw me friday night and saturday after work. I had fun, and I hope you did too.

I think what I love about being around him is I dont feel like i have to impress him. I dont feel like I  have to get all pretty or anything. I can just be myself, and I like that.

I dont like writing long updates, so I'm ( Read more... )

Me and Hannah are going to see

From

Autumn

To

Ashes

in concert!!

HECK YES

I'm excited :):)

Hmm, so Im in a good mood.

Last night Becca, Sam and me went to the movies. Im glad we all finally got to hang out. Becca is one funny kid. Then after the movie me and Sam walked over to Chuck E Cheese to visit Hannah. Yeah, and after that we went home.

Work was pretty lame today. It was slow and boring. I basically just complained the whole time ( Read more... )

I dont feel much like updating tonight. Not much has happened lately, and what did happen isnt very happy. Last night was shitty, and I definately  gotta stop depending on people, I just get let down in the end.

I'm glad last night didnt result in me losing a friend. I'm happy we talked things out. I love you for not giving up on me :) even though ( Read more... )

I never said I was a fucking poet
I never tried to be something I knew I'd never be
I'll tell you one thing, so listen closely
When I tell you this its straight from the bottom of my broken heart
So please save the excuse for someone who wants to hear them
Your not here, thats all that matters
I'm just afraid I'll never feel this way again

( heres a medal for being so fucking pefrect )

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