lots of long nights extending into long mornings

tacobell consumes my time and energy

but when i get free time

all i feel is ecstasy

what i wouldn't give to be happy

but its never going to happen

i just want to die

its a sad sad day indeed to find out that due to a minor scrape with the law i cannot serve the country i know, love, and hold dear, in the way i choose

why is it no matter what i cant accomplish anything to better myself or my future?

i was there in the room waiting ( Read more... )

so i quit olgas

she told me to call and think about it

i told her not to schedule me this week and ill come back...and if im going to quit i'll give 2 weeks notcie

and now there are 2

i thought i could be part of it

but i really dont think thats possible

i respect it even if it depresses me

i am envious and jealous of such a thing because of the lack of in my life

i give up what little i have

only to start all over?

exactly

maybe this just wont work out

maybe there is more importance elsewhere

maybe

i had 3 beautiful days offin a row and now i have to go back to work today ughhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

HAPPY ST P DAY

dont leave me taffy i need you more than you know