"Remember when the days were long ( Read more... )

These drastic ups and downs are definitely wearing me out. Pyscho bitches are definitly wearing me out. And Micah baby, you are wearing me out. But I'm still here. Being patient. Remaining sane. Soaking up the goodness out of my days. Life seems to be treating me a little better, maybe it's the medication. Who knows...Maybe its the love. I want to ( Read more... )

Um...

Surprised, yet expected.
Confused, yet I knew.
Angry, yet I know I'm truly at fault.
Hurt, yet numb.
Sad, yet...

I don't know. Fuck it. This is it.
Good bye.

Hi, I made a MySpace like the rest of the world. :)

www.myspace.com/x_spiralout

Micah is hot.

I'm home...and it feels good. Sort of, I miss the people. Friends, new and old. I became friends with lots of people this year at Montreat, WOO. I miss Anderson the most, haha. And that's funny...Now Izzy leaves me for a week and I hate that. I'm at her house now updating before she leaves. I stopped by this morning to bring her a present and see ( Read more... )

Bush. Nirvana. Breaking Benjamin. One of those nights...I love those long heart to heart talks riding in the car with your best friend where one minute you're sad and confused, and by the end of the conversation you feel like you've been hit with a ton of bricks and you realize how silly and stupid you've been for so long and you just can't help ( Read more... )

So basically it's like...shit ( Read more... )

Thank you God for summer. Thank you God for sunshine. Thank you God for suntanned toes and pink cheeks ( Read more... )

"I am myself, and if I have to hit my head against a brick wall to remain true to myself, I will do it ( Read more... )

Hooooly God prom was A DREEEEEAM. I'm up and above everything right now. I'm for the first time in a long time, honestly completely HAPPY. I feel like I'm living in the clouds. My life is back, I'm happier than I've ever been and I love everyone. I can't stop smiling, ah this feeling is indescribable ( Read more... )