0059 - Accidental Voice

[xsniperkittyx]

[A soft groan can be heard for a moment before muttered swearing.]

It didn't hurt when I got turned into a kid, why does it hurt to change back? My back shouldn't be hurting....

Wait...

This can't be right...

[The sound of rustling sheets can be heard before she walks to the bathroom.]This means

Comments

[coldheartflame]

Riza... I'm sorry.

Is there anything I can do to help?

[Screened to Riza]

[coldheartflame]

Then he's got nothing on you. And on the random chance that he does make me unstable again... No, never mind. That won't happen. I said I was done with that, so I'm done.

[Screened to Royalle]

[xsniperkittyx]

You just have to not let him get to you. Also, don't let him use me against you either.

[1/3][Screened to Riza]

[coldheartflame]

Now that he doesn't have anything on you, I'm not so worried. He wouldn't try to

[2/3][Screened to Riza]

[coldheartflame]

...

[3/3][Screened to Riza]

[coldheartflame]

He would do that. He doesn't know that the other Roy had the matrix. He thinks that you do. He would go after you. And he's got that fucking eye and he's a homunculus... Even if his sabers were dulled... Even if he didn't have them. Fuck.

[Screened to Royalle]

[xsniperkittyx]

I am able to take care of myself. If he did come after me I have my guns. I also have other friends. You might want to meet Otogi and the Atems. I have a feeling that we should all get together and talk about this sometime.

[Screened to Riza]

[coldheartflame]

He doesn't need to hurt you or anyone else. All he needs to do is actually try. He knows that I've had a shaky hold on Wrath at best... And that something such as attacking you would destroy any control that I had.

[Screened to Royalle]

[xsniperkittyx]

Then you need to learn some more control.

[Screened to Riza]

[coldheartflame]

You can say that again... But it's... hard. Wrath, it's.... part of me now. Shutting Wrath down is like trying not to feel or do anything with your dominant hand. I don't think I'd be able to hold onto myself at all if I was more than just this half.

[Screened to Royalle]

[xsniperkittyx]

Have you ever thought of trying to work with Wrath?

[Screened to Riza]

[coldheartflame]

No, I haven't. I'm...
...
...
afraid.

[Screened to Royalle]

[xsniperkittyx]

You need to get over your fear, Royalle. Working with Wrath may help in the long run.

[Screened to Riza]

[coldheartflame]

I won't be myself though. I'll be like one of them. I don't want to be a mo-

I think I'm going to grow my hair out again. It was nice to have long hair as a child. Back when I was... human and all.

[Screened to Royalle]

[xsniperkittyx]

Working with Wrath may mean that you are like them, but you are not one of them.

And it would be nice to see you with long hair.

[Screened to Riza]

[coldheartflame]

Yeah, I forgot, I already am one of them. Just a bit of an outcast in the way I think. I remember someone calling me a black sheep once. Don't remember who though.

Your lisp was cute when you were young.