chaos, JJ, pg-13
Title: Chaos
Rating: pg-13-ish
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Character: JJ, implied JJ/Cook if you want to see it...
Summary: JJ reflects on his friendship with Cook and Freddie...
Word Count: 235
Disclaimer: Nothing you recognise belongs to me...
Chaos, that’s what it all is, just chaos.
The parties, the pranks, the sex, the relationships, the disasters that ultimately take shape when they try to combine them all; often at the same time.....
Sometimes he doesn’t know why he bothers anymore. What difference would it really make if he didn’t show up just this once? If just once he didn’t join Cook on one of his insane missions to crash the latest party or write Freddie’s psychology homework for him because he’d been too “busy” ( their codeword for pissed....) to do it the night before it was due. JJ doesn’t think they’d miss him that much. And he doesn’t even do psychology....
Sometimes he wonders what his problem is. He shouldn’t be getting into fights at pubs or vandalising other peoples' property. He definitely shouldn’t be enjoying aforementioned activities. But sometimes, when he allows himself to think about it, he does. He thinks it’s because it’s an escape. An escape from always having to do well; always wanting to do well. Always wanting to know everything, always having to know everything....
He thinks that might be what Cook and Freddie are too; an escape. Especially Cook, but he tries not to think about that bit too much....
So when Cook texts he doesn’t think about it, he just goes. Because, after all, somebody needs to be sober enough to clear up afterwards- right?
Rating: pg-13-ish
Fandom skins
Character: JJ, implied JJ/Cook if you want to see it...
Summary: JJ reflects on his friendship with Cook and Freddie...
Word Count: 235
Disclaimer: Nothing you recognise belongs to me...
Chaos, that’s what it all is, just chaos.
The parties, the pranks, the sex, the relationships, the disasters that ultimately take shape when they try to combine them all; often at the same time.....
Sometimes he doesn’t know why he bothers anymore. What difference would it really make if he didn’t show up just this once? If just once he didn’t join Cook on one of his insane missions to crash the latest party or write Freddie’s psychology homework for him because he’d been too “busy” ( their codeword for pissed....) to do it the night before it was due. JJ doesn’t think they’d miss him that much. And he doesn’t even do psychology....
Sometimes he wonders what his problem is. He shouldn’t be getting into fights at pubs or vandalising other peoples' property. He definitely shouldn’t be enjoying aforementioned activities. But sometimes, when he allows himself to think about it, he does. He thinks it’s because it’s an escape. An escape from always having to do well; always wanting to do well. Always wanting to know everything, always having to know everything....
He thinks that might be what Cook and Freddie are too; an escape. Especially Cook, but he tries not to think about that bit too much....
So when Cook texts he doesn’t think about it, he just goes. Because, after all, somebody needs to be sober enough to clear up afterwards- right?