Things have sucked lately. Having no license sucks. I miss someone a lot and can't see them. Confused about what I want to do with the rest of my life. I really wish that someone would notice me this year so I can have someone's hand to hold. :\

So my bitch of an English teacher sent an e-mail to my dad telling him that I'm failing with a 63. I really need to start doing my fucking homework. From now on, I'm going to do all of my homework. I am. And if I don't, I won't be on the internet until I finish it. I'm sick of myself being in this state of numbness. Someone needs to wake me up.

Lots of people have been disappointing me lately, but I guess I'll have to get used to it. I won't get into specifics about it, since no one will probably ask me about this anyway. School has been way too hectic lately...so much work in Senior year...when this is supposed to be the easiest out of the 4 years. Maybe I'm getting so worked up over ( Read more... )

Today was good, for the most part. Went to the P'burg mall with Tara. I love driving places. It's fucking awesome. Got to see Adara tonight, but didn't know that like 54389 other people were gonna be there so I felt kind of left out. But that's okay I guess. Also, it was Phil and Mark's birthdays today. Neither of them invited me to their ( Read more... )

School is horrible. So boring...a week into it and I'm still not used to waking up so damn early. Hopefully I'll do a lot better this year though, than last year. And hopefully I'll be able to get a fucking parking spot. If I don't, I'm gonna be so pissed. Also...I miss Adara. A lot. I missed her when she came home last time. :( Nothing ( Read more... )

This summer was pretty good, for not going to any parties. (Thanks guys, for not inviting me.)
It went by way too fast though.
A lot of ups and downs.
Meh. Not looking forward to senior year.

Goodnight.
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Thanks to everyone who made this a great night.
...end sarcasm.

Fuck it.

Yeah, so I just failed my driving test.
Great.
Think I broke my hand, too.
Wonderful.
Fuck the DMV.
I think if I would have worn a short skirt and grown breasts I might have passed that test.

Hellfest was absolutely amazing. So many great bands, such a great day ( Read more... )

I feel absolutely horrible for Friday night.
I never meant to hurt anyone that I did.
I don't blame you if you hate me.
I fucked up very badly and I don't know if I can ever fix it.
I hope you accept this apology from the bottom of my heart.