Late night realization

[xro_bertx]

I realized tonight as I try avoid writing to this silly boy that I miss everyone and everything. I miss Xena-thons and spooning even if it is just as friends. I miss Seventh Heaven and soft serve from the caf. I miss Jordanna's little screams when I accidentally scare her. I miss Icy Pops. I miss Courtney coming to my room late at night. I

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[cercaluna]

:( This post is so beautiful, Robert! Plus, you quoted Angels In America. Twice. Which just rocks.

♥ okay. I hope your summer goes by quickly! (And I hope you come visit Jen!)

P.S. Every time Prior says that, it makes me cry a little. Like he's talking right to me. Oh Prior.

[xro_bertx]

OMG!!! I tear up at the last scene everytime I watch it(which has been like twenty times). I love Angels in America. I tried quoting it to my Aunt but she just didn't get it. *sadness*

[cercaluna]

P.S. I got the Gloucester reference right away. Yay Beautiful Thing! Kind of want to watch it now. Maybe that's what I'll do today. :D

[xro_bertx]

Your girl never let me watch it again. I asked her like twnety times, but she just wouldn't give it up.

[hey_valentine]

OKAY, THIS POST MADE ME CRY, SO FUCK YOU, RO_BERT.
Seriously, um, I miss all of this. I especially miss that you appreciate Xena's little moments when she lets her guard down & makes silly faces & tries to catch eels by fucking listening for them. I miss your concentrated knitting efforts & arguing with you about the objectification of women & the way you sing things in a ridiculous manner without realizing it ("Orange soda & soft-serve!!"). I miss Voytek being ridiculously unpleasant ("I'm not in love right now--& I'm glad of it!!") & making awful faces & calling on us in an effort to embarrass us. I miss Billy, oh shit, he is amazing & so fucking queeny that I could die!! I miss the idea of Ali having one beautiful day spent in a dungeon with his German leather daddy, & always wondering when he'd find love like that again. I miss CoolSpeak waking me up in the morning with, "Wake up, beautiful--Highsmith is open!!" I miss wading in that fucking freezing creek after Kenny read to us with dramatic accents, even if my toes turned

[xro_bertx]

O SHIT!!! You made me cry, which is wonderful. Very little has moved me while I have been here. I feel almost as if I am in a holding pattern, waiting to get back in the air, exploring. I am going to have to stay on campus until late at night, resiting the draw of my apartment. You will have to keep an extra mattress in your room, so I can sleep over. I wasn't sure if everyone would get the references(the Gloucester and spooning even if it doesn't lead to more). It will be three weeks on Wednesday and I am dying. I'm hoping that once I start working, my mind may lend its self to other things. I will make sure that I am able to make it to Erie. I have to meet everyone and see you and Kara before school. I never realized how many people could touch my life in there own fabulous ways. As always I send you LURV and hope that your life is treating you well

[hey_valentine]

Well, fucker, you could friend me on this username, you know.
I can't wait to see you again; I'm glad to be home, because things with my family are really great right now & I'm closer to Kara, oh man, but. There are so many things that I miss, & so many of those are tied up in you.
Also, re: the prom scene--AFHSDGFGFAF!! & in season two, when Brian's trying to make Justin remember, & he says, "& then you turned & smiled. & that's when I knew why Debbie calls you 'Sunshine'." I am going to cry just thinking about it!! I've recorded the first two episodes; I just need to get them onto tapes. Mel & Linds are such bitches, though; I wouldn't be surprised if Mel murdered Linds next episode. You know, since she's a "bull dyke" & all. Psh.

[xro_bertx]

when Brian's trying to make Justin remember, & he says, "& then you turned & smiled. & that's when I knew why Debbie calls you 'Sunshine'."

Oh Shit! I had forgotten about that. I heart just grew three sizes.

[icepalace512]

I also miss iTunes and angst and walking out my door then miraculously finding people all around me and I was not alone...sigh. If I referred to mine as capital "Him", yeah I miss that too. Perhaps sophomore year will also kick ass!