It's girls like you that make me think I'm better off home on a Saturday night.

[xpinkvodkaveins]

Chills.

They said it would be different. She said she would try.
Best friends used to be forever but I guess now I'm seeing that they'll always move away. Change.
I'm constant; they're distant.
She wants the sun I want the city four years and it comes to a crashing hault.
I knew it would happen but it all seems so sudden, so soon.

I guess Jared, who I

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[luvtender]

awh amy!
gah
i know what you're going through
i've stopped talking to my bff too, devin. remember her?
it's really tough at certian times, at our ageee.
like sometimes i just burst out crying thinking about how it can just STOP like that.
it's so weird eh?
i hate those changes.
but maybe it's for the better
i totally believe that living though stuff like this makes you stronger.

this might not be what you're talking about, so if it's not ignore it
i hope you feel better
xoxo luv!!

[xpinkvodkaveins]

oh i know.
us silly teenagers.

[murmurmurka]

im sorry im not taking initiative to chill. you were at warped thursday and then i hung out at home friday and then saturday i was in a completely shitty mood, sad, just needed to be alone. that might last.
im sorry. it doesnt mean we're never gonna be friends, amazing friends even.
never say never, just dont push me, please and dont make such a tearjerker out of this. i do worry and care when you say youre lonely in posts like these. i do care, ok? i dont know what i can do about it right now, im just not that sociable. but i'll chill with you at some point, def. quit your witchin. this sucks but it's not permanent.

[xpinkvodkaveins]

i know i've been doing other stuff too but it's just so that i'm not at home like i spent a month and a half waiting for you to ask me to hang out.
didn't you go to emma's friday?

anyway, your saying that you're not feeling like hanging out is always around and it's always your excuse. but you still chill with other people and ask them to hang out.
i'm not trying to push you, that's exactly what i don't want to do, because the other day when we came back to your place it just felt forced. like you didn't really want me there, or at the least just "didn't care either way." and that makes me feel shitty and i'm not trying to overdramatize (wtf spelling?) or or make a "tearjerker" out of this. i just feel like shit because i have zero friends right now.

[_twostarhotel]

with my past,
i've given up on best friends.
the term is just a big hoax to me.
it holds people on too high of a pedestal.

[xpinkvodkaveins]

basically, agreed.

[_twostarhotel]

yeaaa.
today is a friend [who used to be my best, but she freaked out over little things, like borrowing shears, and wouldn't talk to me for a couple of weeks] of mine's going away party. she's going to turkey for ten months. i haven't seen her in over a month because she was in england. it's probably been two months since i've seen her. jesus.
my ex-best friend, who randomly cut me & another friend out of his life, is more than likely going to be there since they're so close. i've already had to avoid him at a wedding a month ago. that was easy because he was the photographer, but today, oh today may be a challenge.
i have a feeling today i'm going to be really happy because i haven't seen her in two months

[xpinkvodkaveins]

rants are cool.
i wish you the best of luck with your situation.
not seeing people...and then seeing them, is always awkward. but hopefully you guys can still be friends when she's back from turkey.

and as for that dude.
don't jack him in the face.

*dundunDUN*

break his camera.
*gasps all around*

[r0mantica]

i don't know what i can do to make you feel better, but as always, i love your writing. ♥

[xpinkvodkaveins]

i'm fine. thanks dude.

WELCOME HOME! and happy belated birthday!