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[xperiment314]

I don't think I will ever be able to fully process what you did to me.  My brain can't make that connection and that is why my dear on nights when I am filled with liquor and cigarettes I can see your face, I can smell your hair, and it feels like you are here.  You said that you loved me and that meant something to me.  I wasn't lying when I told

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[calistal]

I'm gonna assume a bit here, and maybe I shouldn't. And I'm not gonna go into excruciating detail on why you are lovely, which you are, because you should already know that, because its so obvious. I'm just gonna say, that no matter what happens to you, no matter how bad, you didn't deserve it, and the person that did it, should be hurt.
You are such a sweet person and you care so much, but so much bad has happened to you that its darkened your outlook on life, and its hard to see you like that. I saw past it the first time I spoke with you. I thought you were so jovial and kind, which you are, when your heart isn't being ripped to shreds. You're an amazing person, and deserve so much more than pain. Call me sometime. We'll hang out. *love ya*
Crystal