They said I was unreplaceable. I dont believe them. It's hard to when you often think of suicide, but are too scared to consider it.

i fucking aced the math test today. so smart -- so goddamn smart! ;) i aced the french test too. it was easy as loser-pie. lol, sorry lauren! i stole it :D... i love you!! today: keyboarding- did nothing, i tried to pass my fucking diagnostic practice, but it does not work! c.p. science- worked on how to name compound atoms and how to write them in ( Read more... )

today was cool. it was a half day! thats what made it so cool! lol. i won alot on the game in french today. the only time i lost was to this one girl that i cant remember her name!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jesus. oh well..! i came home waited for my mom to get home only to painfully watch her get ready for work and leave me once again. geez i love my ( Read more... )

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

i hate you.

friday was great! i had soo much fun hangin at britts new house. its a nice house. perfect for her and her mommy! lol... i hadda miss x-mas tree shopping and that sucked cuz its like a tradition and my mom made me feel bad about it by telling me they had alllllllllllllot of fun...*sigh* oh well. brittanys awesome! lol...her tree looks real good. ( Read more... )

School was pretty cool. I got caught with gum in french again today... why is she so strict about gum? now i get marked down on "participation" cuz shes a twit. stupid bitch. at least ive kept my A in that class. yeah we hadda complete dork of a substitute in social studies today. but we were really nice to him, surprisingly. man i dont want a ( Read more... )

SUBJECT!!!: Why, when people witness magic, they'll ignore it and say it never happened. Oonly thinkg they'll believe is whats tragic. God throws it, nobody wanna catch it ( Read more... )

everythings getting weird. i cant stand it anymore. im getting pissed off too ( Read more... )

wellp, yesterday was really fun. at the movies cat and the hat was sold the fuck out so we bought tickets for elf and snuck into bad santa instead! it was so funny. yeah he said fuck alot. then we came home and talked for like two hours yeah more insiders. laur got out some body art shit and she wrote katie on my arm so i wrote barbie (her nickname ( Read more... )