There's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my tongue all week ( Read more... )

stolen from jenny

"If you read this.. even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want.. it can be good or bad... just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you."

i've just about had it with guys completely. i can't help but think maybe thats why i only look at girls now. guys have totally turned me OFF of life. not that girls are any better.

i have been neglecting this again. okay so a quick update of the last month ( Read more... )

just spent the last three days over at marty's with john, brandy, jay, their ladies and of course clive. it was great to see everyone again.

now that i am back at home i can't help but feel lonley. after being surrounded by great people.

i'm in the process of cleaning out my room and getting myself organized.

this is the season where i get so very depressed. it makes me want to cry until my eyes are raw and i cant breathe. it makes me want to hide and not utter a word to anyone.
i'm constantly putting on a fake face and when i dont i'm filled with bitterness. i'm happy inside but i cant seem to get it out. my mood has been changing, to the point where i ( Read more... )

whats a work filled saturday for me? waking up to ash calling me up asking where the shit i was. in bed :) only thirty minutes late ( Read more... )

just got back from "christmas shopping. i spent a total of ten minutes at canadian tire. got pist off at the season and how it has made everyone into purchasing things that will be forgotten shortly after it is received. so i left ( Read more... )

my brother came home today. he bought me one of those activity books with an invisible ink marker that you can pick up at rest stops. we used to go crazy for those things when we were little. except they are non.existant in canada.
he made me a white russian and told me to drink it. it was tasty but i couldnt really have much considering i had just ( Read more... )

i'm in the final process of writing the final segment of my so-called trilogy for bellavendetta.
anyways its one thirty friday morning. i'm horribly lonely. and listening to counting crows and dashboard i'm sure you can guess what type of lame assed mood i am in.
as horrible as this will sound even tho i am way past feeling horrible. but if anyone ( Read more... )