How, if some day or night a demon were to sneak after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you, "This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more; and there will be nothing new in it, but every pain and every joy and every thought and sign and everything immesurably small or great ( Read more... )

I don't think the way I feel is ever going to change.
I wish I was a better, stronger person.

DeDuck07: its not shameful to hold onto grief as long as you dont let it effect too many things

Alyssa is in Mexico until next week. I haven't talked to her in 24 hours ( Read more... )

Earlier today I was ready to pull my hair out but now I'm feeling better ( Read more... )

My car broke down tonight off of 95, and I just about froze to death.
I'm angry, frustrated, and feel like shit. All I want to do is lay in my bed
and never have to get out of it.

I'm not going to Israel anymore, for several reasons. I'm pretty upset, but on the bright side, I'm signed up to do a two week program through my school in May to go to Spain and help teach little kids art. Allison and I put down a deposit on our beach house for the summer. Billy is coming to Philly this weekend, the following weekend Jason comes ( Read more... )

It's good to rally. Getting back onto the going to the gym schedule with Amber (who I have missed greatly) and spent 100 bucks at wholefoods tonight, which pisses me off but makes me happy all at the same time. Laying in bed half asleep and finally decided to just get up and go to Peter's. Shared a cab with some crazy drunk ladies, ate good food, ( Read more... )

I am in Key West. It took two switched flights, a cancled flight and the scariest charter plane ever on earth to get here. Today was the coldest it has been here since 1856 (I think is what the exact date was that was on the news here this morning, if not, it was sometime in the later 1800s.) After two days of traveling back from Hawaii, Jason flew ( Read more... )

Two thousand great.
For the first time ever, I have a really good feeling about the new year.
I am thankful for a lot.
Happy new year everyone.