when i stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BITCH. when i stand up for those i love, they call me a BITCH. when i speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a BITCH. being a BITCH means i won't compromise what's in my heart. it means i live my life, MY way. it means i won't allow anyone to step on me. ( Read more... )

In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one ( Read more... )

graduation is coming up. it's a scary time but it's also very exciting at the same time. after june, some of us wont be coming back to school in the fall. after june, we are going to move on, move away and start lives of our own. go to college, learn a trade, get a job, have a family, get a place of our own, get a car, move away, stay here... ( Read more... )

that's all i have to say right now... WOW ( Read more... )

yes, it's OFFICAL. dave and i are a COUPLE. he said it himself! i was talking to him on the phone last night and said something about how i wanted to go to jonny's to see him because i was THAT bored yesterday and he was like "well then i'd have to slap you!" and i was like "why?!" and he was like "BECAUSE!" and i was like "well there has to be a ( Read more... )

ahhhh ok... what to say? just thought i'd update this (not that ANYONE reads it anymore but oooh well). ok well, let's see. i just got home. my mom and i went to see sally at her work and then went up to see my step-dad at the hospital (long story that i don't really feel like getting into). it's BEAUTIFUL outside. that's really the ONLY word to ( Read more... )

I can feel the magic floating in the air ( Read more... )

so i had an OKAY day... i guess. but TONIGHT made up for the semi-shitty day i had. well, the weather was AMAZINGLY beautiful for the better portion of the day, other then the RAIN, but then again... i LOVE rain. it's so peaceful. BLAHHH anywho... where do i begin? well... let's start right from the beginning. i got up (duh), got all sexified, went ( Read more... )

what's another night all alone when you're spending every day on your own?so dave called me again. found out why johnny was acting weird. janet went over there after i dropped her off at her house monday and told him that me and dave were being all lovey-dovey and shit and i guess johnny felt bad. dave said that EVERY time he acts interested in a ( Read more... )

so dave called me today around 5:00 from work. we talked for like a half hour. at the end of the conversation he said something like "yeah well life sucks and then you die, my mom called last night to bitch me out about court today, i have no girlfriend, and i have like three good friends"... once again, i am decieved. i am the one who let MYSELF ( Read more... )