Things are just beginning ( Read more... )

Until it sinks in that I am making $0 a day ( Read more... )

I don't know what I wait for ( Read more... )

another paradox is I do so much yet feel lazy. i spend so much time daydreaming about the future i don't use the present to get myself there.

I'm writing my resignation letter and it is so awkward (because I am taking sections of example letters and plugging them in) but funny (because of the same) but somehow beautiful. It's so fake which is representative of the fact that everything about office life has been so fake.

So, yes, it's coming.

This is more proof for myself, by the

My cute British man just stopped liking me one day. It's totally him, it happens a lot, and I believe him, but also believe part of it is me. I handled it super well, no worries.

Now there is nothing stopping me from doing whatever I want to do. Not that he or any guy should stop me, but it becomes hard when you start hanging out with someone...

It's a strange story how I found this website, but I like it. The guy on this one blog writes like he talks, I'm sure, and has some terrible sentence structure, but that's alright. Some of this list is dumb, but here is sort of what I get from it:

-the first thing was "climb a friggin' mountain" and i felt awesome because i totally did that at age ( Read more... )

Painted Hills was this past weekend ( Read more... )

To put myself in check, I am reading my journal entries from around this date through all the years. Here is what worried me then:

2003 (2002 I didn't use this journal until summer): It was major drama that Ross dumped me right before prom and asked some other girl (apparently in front of me? I do not recall this-- see!)
conclusion: Wow. Um. You ( Read more... )

I'm ashamed to admit I'm bored. I've been bored all day, and it's an infection I can't seem to shake. I'm ashamed because there are all these things I want to achieve, or want to do, and once again the disconnect between who I want to be and who I am strikes.

from Andrew:
Bacon...
You make me feel like I have fatty thighs suddenly