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[xnever_alonex]

Its amazing you a good friendship can turn out to mean nothing at all.
I wish i could say i dont care, im jealous that you can say that.
I hate how ive been there for everyone. and hardly ever asked for help,
yet i get bullshit thrown in my face for it.
I wish i could say i hated you all, but the truth is i never could.
It always turns out that things

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[glitsy89]

aww Karissia :( you are such a good person and you always manage to make me laugh! I share your pain and I know that people can definetly be gay..even when they say they are your best friends...me and ashley go through that shit everday
...hope everything gets better!!

[xnever_alonex]

thanks sweetie. hahha I love you Aboo hahahahah ;D

[filthy_empathy]

what are you talking about?!
i never needed nor wanted space.
you said you didnt want to talk to anyone for a while, so you're the one who wanted space. god damn, get shit straight.

[xnever_alonex]

i didnt want space, thats not when im talking about... i went through my stupid phase at the end of summer, we didnt stop talking till like a few weeks after school got started. and I didnt say you sayed you needed space, i just gave it to you.. because things are different when someones in a relationship as much as you want to say theyre not. and i never had any resentment towards you watsoever, you just got mad because i was friends with kaitlyn. and i can see why... im just generalizing that im never a good enough friend for anyone. i dont care, you cant always be there for people. and sure as hell no ones ever there when you need them the most, and i guess i just finally need to realize that and stop trying to be everyones god damn best friend. so i am getting shit straight. sorry.

[xnever_alonex]

and by the way, not once did i ever talk shit about you EVER, yea i know u hear me complain about Ashlinn or Amanda or whoever to Kaitlyn, but i have NEVER not once talked bad about you, i respect you so much, and for Kaitlyn to tell me that you talk shit about me, yea that kinda hurt... since i never did anything to you. and yea it wasnt completely my fault that we stopped talking, once you started driving u never really called me... and considering you were on my street everyday hangin out with Chaz it woulda been nice to atleast get a phone call.

[filthy_empathy]

i didnt talk shit about you! i said it was fucked up that we arent friends anymore. and seriously, things between us would not have changed just because of pat, and the reason i didnt call you as much was because you said things got weird between us. and i remeber the exact conversation. and i'm not mad because you are friends with kaitlyn, i was upset that you dropped me so quick FOR kaitlyn and if you say its not true, then i apologize. thats just how i see it. and i was there for you ALL the time, and i always will be despite this stupid ass shit because i still love you to death.