Comments | xmomentofzen: Week 8

xmomentofzen

Week 8

Oct 11, 2009 19:15

I'm sitting at my desk and listening to the Scissor Sisters until I stop crying because I can't let my roommates see.

I am so lonely that I can't handle it anymore.

ETA: Now I'm dicking around with my emotions and watching My Own Private Idaho on YouTube. I don't intend to sleep well tonight.

depressed

Comments 4

kitty0_o October 12 2009, 04:51:19 UTC

*hugs you*

xmomentofzen October 12 2009, 04:56:12 UTC

*hugs* Thank you.

Ugh, why is it Sunday Monday? It needs to be Friday evening. This week is going to tear me in two.

ckincaid10 October 16 2009, 04:40:51 UTC

(Ok this'll be random since I don't know you, but anyway...)

Yeah... One of the things about living in a dorm is that there really isn't any place to cry. I felt pretty out of place at my school until I found people to study with in some of my harder classes, and since studying in a group inevitably devolved into lounging around watching TDS and eating calzones, this --> friends. Or, if that isn't successful on the social front, then at least you're studying so win/win!

I hear high-stress situations (competitions, deadlines, performances) are also good for bonding... so... maybe join ballroom? lol. Good luck!

xmomentofzen October 16 2009, 04:50:54 UTC

Thank you for your comment. I'm feeling a lot better now that this week is almost over with. :)

Yeah, these first sets of midterms have completely burned me out. I was hoping that my roommates and I would have bonded more by now, but since things aren't playing out that way, I'll definitely take your suggestion and try to find a study group. :)