one friend is finally happy, and the other is depressed. You can't do anything, and you want to soo bad. CHEER UP BOO, I love you and you're such an awesome person.heartbreaks suck. But theres always someone who makes you feel better.

My birthday was pretty fun. WE went to the cape and shit. Car ride up was quiet, and then that trucker was smiling ( Read more... )

          don't dream too far
don't lose sight of who you are
don't remember that rush of joy
        he could be that boy
            I’m not that girl

Sorry I think those lyrics are pretty.. Anyways I went to the Cape. It was pretty fun. Wednesday we got to the Cape and we went to Old Country Buffet, never been there before, and it's soo creepy. They ( Read more... )

Summer is here? It doesn’t look like it, or feel like it. So far, this day has been slow, and I’m not feeling 100%. I crashed on the couch for a good 3 hours, and ate Chinese food. Thank god for that. My expectations of summer? I don’t have any. IF you have them, then you’ll let yourself down. I don’t care about finding a “summer person” as steve ( Read more... )

The cape brought back all last summer. Hide and go seek was hilarious. We're sitting in the bushes and we make a run for it, so we go around the water and I end up tripping into this prickly bush, and then sean comes tripping right on my face. Ya, I'm a little scratched up, but scars shows a sign of a good summer.I've been a little messed up, but I ( Read more... )

I wish I could be happy. I truely haven't been happy in a while. I mean like I said before, I'm only happy when I'm with my friends. I go home and I just cry. I cry myself to sleep and it's not healthy. I'm just really sad. And I've said some things that have hurt people, but you have to understand, I'm not thinking straight at all. I'm talking to ( Read more... )

Want to know something about me? I'm miserable. I could be happy, but it never lasts for long. I always like the guys at the wrong time, they have a relationship, or decide to obsess over someone else. I'm sick of people's shit. I've become numb. I've been bitter. I just need someone. I'm not desperate. But I think I deserve somebody? People that ( Read more... )

I decided I do my best thinking at 12:18 at night. Tonight I babysat, ya.. and got $45! I'm not broke anymore, but... I am exhausted. I also decided that I will listen to brick-ben folds five over and over again for the rest of my life. Sorry Bryan for our 5 minute messages on your cell. I know we woke you up, and you'll think me and manda are on ( Read more... )

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Hey, I'm updating from the cape. It's been pretty crazy. I love my family. Friday, Manda and me did our report for like 20 minutes just highlightin things and then I decided I'd just type it up here. Which is what I'm sorta doing. I hung out with Becca and Sean which was pretty crazy. We played th TWISTER and I did my infamous Tina Turner dance. Ya ( Read more... )

wow tonite was interesting. WE went to friendlys and ahhh had fun. We called our party of 4 "Chad" ya... The waitress was scared but anywyas then.. vodka, not fun. Katie and rachel were horrible crying, tellin everyone they were mad at eachother, and also biting and throwin water at eachother and other people. Katie pushed rachel into a wall. ( Read more... )