"alright, sarah. i can understand where you're coming from.. but the thing is that jay's persona HAS CHANGED. i see him EVERY DAY of my life, more than any of you. i know him more than any of you. i've known him for 5 years and he is one of my BEST friends. i love jay and support everything he does.. and grant it change does not sit well when your ( Read more... )

today was fun. I got like 4 shirts. ALL OF THEM ARE PINK. Yeah, i have a problem. haha. My mom bought me a cute comforter blanket thingy from Target. Its so cute. <3 ( Read more... )

BASICALLY...
i don't care what anyone thinks of me, or thinks of how i am towards a person. Its me. I don't care how you act...so lay off. If i want to hate someone, which i dont hate anyone right now...i will. I don't hate people for dumb reasons...like a boy. I just want this drama to END right now with this. Alright? DONE.
i feel better.

i am glad jay is cleaned up. Everyone should know this. I have cleaned up a lot too, its not like i hold that against him. I just don't claim things im not. Thats the difference. I am glad he is happy now, i hope it lasts this time. I hope everything goes well for everyone. Sorry to come off bitchy all the time.

i've been wearing bows since a year and a half ago. Now...everyone in Myrtle Beach wears one. Mostly the same ones. The pink ones, the polka dot ones, the black ones. Well...at least im not in myrtle beach anymore. No one here knows what im about. Its nice. I like having people not looking like me everyday. No one has my shoes either.

I am staying home from school today. I went to the doctor yesterday and he said i have a "really bad head cold" and a sinus infection. :0(. I don't feel good at allll. BLAH. My throat is so swollen. I'll stop complaining now ( Read more... )

yeah, drama. Brittany said her and kelsey got in an argument with that stupid jessica girl...somehow i got brought into it....oh how shes going to regret it.

last night i was really sad that i didn't get to go to the show because i don't live in myrtle beach. I still am, but Lauren said Jay and Jessica were up each others asses. That would have made me vomit because they are both just annoying to me right now. Lauren P. was there, and Lauren told her that i said hey and all. I am gonna see if she wants ( Read more... )

wow, i am so sad i am not in myrtle beach. My heart is broken because im so alone here. No one to talk to at all. Lauren and Jay are going to the show tonight at the limelight, i want to cry because im not there. Oh wait, i already am crying. I told her to tell Jay i miss him a lot and that i said hey. I told her to tell Lauren P the same. :(. I ( Read more... )

i hate it here so far. Yeah, i don't mean to be close minded, but excuse me for it. I feel so alone here, its insane. No one likes me so far. My sister and i aren't talking. My mom keeps telling me to be happy, like its so easy. I miss Myrtle Beach, i'm one homesick kid. The kids here are nothing like me, everyone likes good charlotte or clay aiken ( Read more... )