Been working my ass off... this is my first day off in a week and i have the next 4 days in a row and the new scheduel isnt even up yet... 6 flags ended up half a disaster and half decent... matt was 2 big 2 get on dejavu so we got 2 get 2 the front of tatsu... the ppl in the front were pissed... o well... my sis gets really annoying because she ( Read more... )

so matt found a brand new envy from verizon (the phone i just so happen to want only this 1 is silver and i want the green 1) and i've had it 4 about 2 weeks... but not as my phone... vzw said that they r gunna charge me 4 it and i didnt have the money till 2day... so matt said 2 go 2 the vzw store after work cuz i wrk 9-2 and i can get my new ( Read more... )

I wish that what I did didn't matter 2 any1... I don't wanna feel like this anymore... I cant be happy... I've done nothing but change who I am since I got outta high school and its not enough... I still think about relapsing... I wish I wasn't me anymore

ya know... i used 2 think she was ok and kinda kool but now... FUCK THAT!!! ever since that fucking shit happened last monday she has been a fucking CRAZED BITCH!!! i dunno how much more of her shit i can take... i am constantly getting the evil eye 4 NO FUCKING REASON!!! i have been nothing but nice... i even fucking emptied the dishwasher while ( Read more... )

so yea... my birthday is a month from 2morrow... i cant wait!!! im gettn another tattoo!!! and im goin 2 six flags sumtime either b4 or after cuz my bday is memorial day so every1 is gunna b off n b there... but yea... i cant wait 4 my tatt!!!! matts drawing it... im gettn a half naked tatted up chick... she's fukn hot dude!!! lol... mmm... needles ( Read more... )

Have you ever wished you weren't you? Wished you could change who you are and never be that person again? Wanted to change so bad that it makes everything worse? Try so hard that it causes arguments. Blow things out of porportion because you dont know how to act. The only thought in your head is how crazy you are and why people even bother with you ( Read more... )

Got a job finally!!!   I work at Sears at the moreno valley mall... i get 2 organize bras n panties all day!!! lol... but its more than min wage so yea... gotta get my tooth puled 2day in temecula... I think Ima stop in at Target and say hello 2 Justine... yea I think so lol

went camping in Yermo Saturday night with Matt Robb and Kristen... it was cold as fuck... Matt's sleeping bag was not keeping him warm so we both crammed in mine cuz it was a 20 degree.... mmmm... so warm... lol... then when we woke up... threw the rest of the wood in the fire n started packn up... aftr that we started drivin... Robb took us on a ( Read more... )

so i went 2 the dentist on tuesday... had a 2 hr thing on my tooth n it fuckn hurts... i was numb frum my eye 2 my lip and after that went away i have been in constant pain... he gave me vicodin... but its makn me sick... grrr ( Read more... )

so... things have been going much smoother ( Read more... )