Ok... I know your probably sick of me bitching... but thats all my life is lately. I start school thinking I'm gonna have a good time this year. Everything is going ok... and then I see Meghan in the hall or at lunch. I feel like crying everytime I look at her... or actually look the other way. It hurts so bad. Knowing she doesn't give a fuck about ( Read more... )

Somebody help me through this!!! How could she spend 14 months with me and then forget about me? Just like that. If she liked another guy... pat... it would make sense to me. Hurtful, yes.. but at least it would make sense. She swears to me it is not for that reason. I beleive her... yet I don't beleive her at the same time. I don't know what to ( Read more... )

Holy shit. My parents are out of town. My sister is having a damn pot head party and I am sitting in my room because I hate all those fuckers!!! Somebody come over and save me!!!!

I had a pretty fun night tonight. I hung out with Chelsea and Laura. We met a guy at the dollar movie. He is from India and he talked to us for about an hour. We could not understand a word he said but we laughed at his jokes anyway. I thought he might try to kill us. It was very scary. Laura is about to put some highlights in my hair. I hope it ( Read more... )

skot is not very good at drums. but i'm trying to teach him. he does not like to listen to what i have to say... hehe i will keep trying

Ok... tonight I have come to realize I am fucked up. I hang out with some people that are real nice and I don't act like myself. I freeze up and I don't know what to say. My mind goes blank. I don't like myself right now.

I miss being in my band noel. I want to be in another band yet I don't know any body who is good playing an instrument. This sucks. I am currently writing with my friend and fellow guitar player Justin. He is very indecisive though. He can't decide if he wants to be in a band with me or not and it is driving me crazy. Anyone out there who can play ( Read more... )

Why would you spend 14 months with someone and then forget about them? I understand I did somethings wrong... but why give up?