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days 'til my birthday

for the day i feel like i have waited forever for...

but now i don't know why.

why

why

why do i have to be the way i am?

i'm falling again. giving in again. not good enough again.

i really wish i wasn't so stubborn
..i wish i would learn.

you just stop feeling after a while...

confusion overflowing?
mine aren't the only i fall asleep to.

my mind is definitely not here..
and all i have been doing is school work but i don't remember what

stress has me decaying inside out.

what of it?

someday...
someone..
somehow..

i.still.believe.
i.still.hope.

[punching self in face]
look what you have done now you gotta go and try and fix everything...

praypraypraypray

cause i can't do anything right.

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