well, i could save you ( Read more... )

we're all just working for that eternal weekend.

my body feels drained even though i've done little next to nothing this weekend. i messed up pretty bad last night with my mom. i'm a horrible, horrible son. and a horrible, horrible person. she started her crying fit and everything. (silent treatment. quick, almost non-existant glances. mumbling self-pity to herself.)

so this morning i bought ( Read more... )

i hope you scar.

i'm wasting my time not speaking aloud everything i feel. (don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head) and i'm afraid i will lose if i don't soon. but i am a coward. the ice cream van just passed by. how am i to compete? i have no offerings, no charasmatic smile; just a stumbling sense of words which ( Read more... )

i participated in the day of silence today. i feel strongly about gay rights, because my philosophy on life is that love is truth, and love will someday save the world, and love is the only thing we really need. and if i belonged to that sexual preference, i'd not like to be discriminated against just because i get off on different porn ( Read more... )

it hurts but it's warm. and that's really all that matters.

untitled of late; the real beginning to the story of star crossed but unfit loverswe kiss like Mexican children riding the merry-go-round ( Read more... )

i am no shining light. these sun rises won't save me; but hope is a wonderful thing.

( the sun rise is just over that hill )

my mind was a blank chalk board. vague shades of formulas, vague words of instruction echoing back at me. i couldn't remember a god damned thing. staring at my math test. realizing i couldn't do seven of the eight problems presented to me. realizing i havent learned anything this semester; realizing that i am wasting my whole entire being doing and ( Read more... )

an 'erk' from Billy, a working title, and the beginning of lover paradedrunk kid catholic ( Read more... )