how strange it is to be anything at all...

[xlaurasaurusx]

everyone is writing on tony's wall and it makes me sick. i mean do they think he's looking down from wherever he is, checking facebook? it seems so fucking stupid to me. sitting here crying, i'm so disturbed, i don't know what to do or think or feel. everything is flashing back from that summer which was such a high and low point in my life,

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[ollieoxenfree]

i'm a bit out of the loop... what happened? and are you ok? if you ever need to talk let me know!

[yayforyay]

ive been thinking about the facebook thing. it's definitely not MY style to write on his wall. it's just a way for people to deal with it, though. it helps them to feel like they can tell him how much he meant to them. it's so unexpected and sad, that i guess anything helps people.

[betweenroses]

it's a little bit lame and like some people said "i know you're some how reading this" but if they want to believe that he's reading everything, knowing he's missed then that's great.
people want to talk to dead people, especially with so many questions and such a tragic situation...bah. i'm sorry laura.

[betweenroses]

this picture has been in your lj before. it's a good memory, i remember you talking about it a lot that summer and how cool it was that they just showed up like that and how stupid they were for being out in the storm.