scared out of my mind.

S&E.

whoaa.

still scared.

i realize this is where overreacting comes in.... but im still scared.

jess and i practiced for 4 1/2 hrs. staright yesterday. her mommy brought us frosties b/c we could barely talk b/c our throats hurt.

iloveyouall
♥A

im so incredibly nervous. Solo & Ensemble always gets me nervous out of my mind for some reason. It doesnt make sense. we do good every year, but i still get as nervous as whoaa. ?

but yes, allie is coming over today and we are practicinggg. <3 ( Read more... )

everything is worked out, pretty much. I called ciara after allie left and about 1/3 of it came out, and then i had to go eat and she had to go bowl. She called me back and everything that had to be said, was said. i guess all i can say is it did it again...our friendship pulled us through the way it has since 7th grade. iloveyouciara. we made a ( Read more... )

grounded from computer for two days. not having a good week.
spent the night over morgans last night. <3
band thingy sucked.
 people got mad at me. i got mad back
everyone said that they have been getting mad at me for a while.
i got mad because nobody told me before so i could fix the problem.
then everybody went whooooosssh and yelled and ( Read more... )

I just went to my first ever hockey game!! some guyz got into a fight and he took his shirt off and got pushed into the ice. it was saweet. lol...realllly long tho.

my stupid instrument is in the shop. stupid instrument. thnxx jess for bringing urs in tomorrow! that helpss so0o0o0o muchh. iloveyougirl <3 ( Read more... )

Quick update ( Read more... )

ohmygod. i love my friends. britt, allie, ciara, morgan, and justin came over on new years eve. too much funn. I had to go and let the dog out at my neighbors house twice, and i took ciara with me. the first time we went, just as we were leaving, we got so0o0o0o freaked out cause we thought there was a hearse in their garage! omg we were so freaked ( Read more... )

Im not feeling so good about solo&ensamble. =[ in the song that i am performing with allison there is a really long part where i have to keep switching from octive to octive and i can't breathe whatsoever. my chest hurts like omg because ive been breathing so hard. i just got done practiceing and i dont feel very well ( Read more... )

Christmas was okay. i got a digital camera awsome clothes and stuff. Roger got me a beautiful ring, and cain and rachel picked out a pretty cross and some other jewlery, and his mom made me a pretty blanket. and ai got a starbucks gift certificate ( Read more... )

merrymerrymerry christmass ( Read more... )