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[xherox]

im hoping that theres a point in everyones life where they realize that they've alienated themselves so much from everyone that they used to know and love that life itself feels like a constant push and pull type struggle between reality and coming to terms with it. its at this juncture that i am wondering at what point does life in of itself loose

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[rick_pimpin]

Im way to baked to read all this. But none the less. Good job.

[madcellardoor]

You're retarded aric. If only every 16 year-old could put it as eloquently as you adam. I don't imagine the guidance you personally seek would have anything to do with religion, fate, or any of the other things mentioned (so I'm agreeing with you). But, you said you want to restart the last 16 years and don't want any social contact until you move out, and this doesn't make sense to me. It's those paths that you've been talking about that have got you to where you are now, and without choosing them, you probably would not be posting this. And creating a "base of core human emotions" to be happy with is simply a choice as well. You wouldn't have to change anything about the past to achieve what you want now.

[xherox]

smarty.