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[xheroesrustx]

that epiphany. that great understanding that finally comes after years of seeing other people say it. How i would always never get, after reading that lonely almost pity sounding statement that everyone says at one point in their adolescent years, why people want to get out. what was so bad about where they live? the friends they have? their career

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[worduptuffguy]

jordan, i'm pretty sure me, you, and jess need to hang out in the graveyard again and have long, deep conversations like we used to.

although i am pretty content with life everything in my life, like you, i still want out too. so i can understand where you're coming from.

i miss you, really.

[xmydyingdayx]

yeah, I know what you mean. For the past few years I've felt like I wanted out too, I think maybe you know that from hearing how bitter I kind of am about certain situations and maybe that is how I've become cold. I don't know if I've broken free from that demon, but Jordan, you know that I will always listen, care, and support you. I know I am not around nearly enough but I honestly still consider you one of my close friends and someone I can always count on to be a genuine, compassionate person. It's not weird. It's not weird to be sincere.

you're just one of few.

[xheroesrustx]

thank you jess and jill i love you both.

[assholez]

It's comparable to walking in a cave, with no light except a slight ray shining in but it's so far away. It's almost as if you're scared to know what it is that's on the other side yet everything inside of you is telling you to just keep going. I don't know, maybe I'm looking too far into this but I agree with everything you've stated. It's a bittersweet emotion.

[assholez]

tthis is brandon. and all i can say to this is i feel you.