I'M DONE!! STOP POSTING LIES AND BULLSHIT! LEAVE ME AND MY FAMILY ALONE......GET A LIFE!!

Today has been one of the best days i have had in a long time....Got up and went to school, prolly because Tiff called, other wise I would still be asleep!! Got out of class, and had lunch with Tiff. It was really nice to have adult converstation. Went home, Jeff and I went up to see my mother and pick up the baby girl. Mom's...well...I dont even ( Read more... )

Back to work yesterday...Wasnt so bad. Jeff got off work early and came to hang out with me some. His job is not working out very well, its just like the last one, he gets like 2-3 hours a day and then they let him go home. I guess he's doing all he can so I should be happy, but that doesnt lift any of the stress off of me. I try not to let things ( Read more... )

Today turned out to be a better day than I expected. Did homework for most of the morning. Jeff slept most of the day. He got up about 1. Then Sebrina txt me and asked me to come over for dinner. She had just heard about my grandmother and cooked dinner for me. We talked for a while. Been a while since I sat and had adult conversation. Was nice and ( Read more... )

Stormed all week this week. Not sure, but I think that means that a spirit has made peace w/ God. My grandmother passed away this week, on Wednesday. She was a good person, she had her moments, but she had a kind heart. She loved her kids, and raised me as if I were one of them. I thought she would live forever. I have to move on. I think nearly ( Read more... )

For once my eyes are open to you, and everything you’ve said.
For once your web of lies is in the open.
I gave you everything I had, until I had nothing left.
And Still you act as if I’m just a burden.
I’ve finally let go.
Let go
Let go

Stay silent at least for now, and let me move on.
Cause I’m so done playing these games with my heart
I’ve been ( Read more... )

Have faith in me, cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe ( Read more... )

Spending time with myself can sometimes be a pretty peaceful thing. Sitting back, going at my own pace, doing what I wanna do when I wanna do it. Funny...Came home and car had flat tire..and for me thats huge! Typically I would freak out and bitch until something got done about it, but I woke Jeff once and told him. He went back to sleep, and I'm ( Read more... )

So yea...Its been a min since the last time I wrote. Nearly a year. Things have changed a bit. Since last I wrote things have gotten lots better. Life seems to look brighter. In our darkest hours Jeff and I have put our family before anything and kelpt on fighting. Our relationship has some kinks to work out, but dont they all. Our main focus in ( Read more... )