y is this happening to m. y cant i ever have nething i want. i always have o giveup on shit just so other ppl can b happy. aka, i have to give up on all the guys i lie for other ppl. i ouldn't have pepeto cuz of rac (no regrets there). i cant have dave b/c or rac. i can't have manny cuz of steff(realized i wouldn't want him till he had more ( Read more... )

hey everyone, nothin eally knew. still upset, kat i will call u soon, i just need a little time to figure other shit out right now. i just have so much to deal with right now, i wanna handle some by myself first.but as son as i get througha little bit of it, i wil ask for u'r help. don't worry about that.

i don't know wat to do. im so confused. i wanna be mad, i wanna be sad. i wanna cry i wanna die. ib just don't know wat to do about andy. i like him so much. but hes just upseting me so much. :'( i wish he would just talk to me. i just can't help feeling the way i do. im so sad all the time, ppl cant tell all the time though cuz i do my best to ( Read more... )

omg im so hppy. i justgot a new ferret today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im s exited. he is 7 weeks old,his face looks like an uhoh oreo cuz its got white on the top and bottm, ndblac in the middle. i named him george, as in curiouse george, b/c he is so curiouse. he wants to nvestigate everythinghes so smlland light. well im gonna go. byz
~jen~

u r such a fucking asshole. u diched me.how could u. needed to goshoping too. u know i cant hear u in my room when the doors closed. u hould have come up. nd i did run out to try to stop u, twice. but u didn't even pay atention. u dhould have mae sure i was in the car, or at least made sure tha i didn't come down eause i ddn't wantto go. i wasal ( Read more... )

shes so great. my mom is totaly and completely understanding what i am gonig through right now. she isn't getting on my case that im not going to school. and she is just being realy supportive. i don't think i've ever liked my mom this much. she is being the coolest.

im sorry i can't figure out how to get the pics into this website. i guess i will have to wait until the next time nick comes over.but even then i don't know if i can get pics in here. but then i will just make a website, and have the link in here
~jen~

hey just finnishing my entry from last night. ok well the one good thing that came from this experience was meeting and becomming friends with this guy named Jason that whent to camp with josh and sarah. i got to spend a lot of time with him and even met a couple really hot guys that are from his temple. jason is definately the type of guy that i ( Read more... )

hey everyone, im back from D.C. i guess u could say that the trip was verry......eventful. well lets see. sarah and heather decided that it was necessary to bitch at me every 5 min. as usual the trip was sp booked that we basicaly left our hotel rooms at 8am, and didn't see them till 11pm. um...we went to the holocaust museum, nedless to say that ( Read more... )

hey today was pritty borring.i just have one thing to say to all the fuckers out there.u know who u r. why don't u just leave jess he fuck alone. just because ur lives suck ass that doesn't mean that u should atempt to ruin her's. for anyone who has no fucking idea about wat im talkin about im me at ferretsflying and i will tell u all about it ( Read more... )