for some reason i have decided to change and become who i am supose to be i will change for the better and live for e the moment live my life and so everything i can to fix it i am me for once in a while " how can u see into my eyes like open doors" why do i finally choose to look into myself and find my inner child of life enjoyment and ( Read more... )

CAMPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO GO CAMPING SO BAD AND I ALWAYS HAVE THING HOLDING ME BACK AND I HATE THAT I WANNA DO SOMETHING FOR MY SELF AND IT SUCKS AND STUFF AND THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT

well well tonite i dont know how to feel about anything any more i hate that life is a struggle and a on going battle im down to the point were i would love to give up and just forget about everything and thats about it

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CAMPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OR SOMETHING

i hate the feeling of being uip lifted yet thrown away i understand my path yet i dont see it i dont understand why i have to get shit on to get what life is all about. im trying to find a hole to throw my past into so i dont have to fallow the rabbit into unmarked territory. i dont know if im fallowing everything t5hat im supose to do but i ( Read more... )

UM LIKE YEAH IM GOING TO TRY TO MAKE A ENTRY NOW EVERY OTHER DAY IF IT KILLS ME BUT LIKE I SAID THE MAIN WORD WE NEED TO FOCUZ ON IS "TRY" OKAY NEXT SUBJECT ( Read more... )

well well well looks like i decided to up date my journal holy shit ( Read more... )

well well i hearded peepz wanted me to update my live journal so ha heres a update!!! anyways ill write later