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xentrix_101

Construction Of Self Destruction

Sep 26, 2007 15:43

why do i have this journal anyhow? Why do i keep coming back to it. I was thru some old entries..not sure why but reading them brought back alot of memories. I never meant to even keep this journal, but i did. Going thru it..fuck, i was disturbed.. (abusive drinking and drug binging; confusion; love; anger; battles with manic depression; ( Read more... )

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YO _black_opera_ September 26 2007, 22:08:52 UTC

OI! U ROCK! STAY SOBER! LEFT U CELL MSAG

Re: YO xentrix_101 September 27 2007, 02:34:15 UTC

Thanks! Got your msg but wont be able to get back to you tonight. Ill be busy long distance again.

flaming_roses September 26 2007, 23:20:53 UTC

i'm soo proud of you. you've come such a long ways and the rest is in the past. keep it up you're doing great! :D

xentrix_101 September 27 2007, 02:37:10 UTC

Thanks! Not dwelling on the past nor the future, focus is only on today. Im proud of myself as well.

queenofdeath44 September 27 2007, 05:08:22 UTC

I stopped using my lj for awhile.. and then when I started using it again I went through a bunch of old entries and I didn't like reading a lot of them. Journals are definitely a good way to track your growth/regression.
We all go through different difficulties in life.. and its what type of person we are at the end/how we get through them that really matters.

xentrix_101 September 30 2007, 14:50:10 UTC

Thank you. I needed to hear that. Im definitely going to keep writing.

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xentrix_101 September 30 2007, 14:56:33 UTC

Hello Sharky! Ive added you as well. Im glad you did, things really do pass and get better. I can actually believe that now, since ive gone back thru my journal. I believe it now more than ever.