so my mom wants josh and i to get an apartment by aug.1st. i dont know where to look, urg. 80s night sucked so much last night, i think im all set for going for awhile. work is getting better. i hung out with irene. josh has a job. my parents are stressed and yell at me all the time for nothing. its hot right now and i cant shower right now. i want ( Read more... )

+ the hulk
+ the new harry potter book
- fighting over who gets to read harry potter
- parents moving to northern ri when i work in southern ri
-/+ maybe moving out soon cause of my parents moving
+ joshua living with me right now
- not going out
+ saving money
+ going on a diet
- not hanging out with irene a lot

80s night was good. i got a little too drunk but it was fun to dance and hear iron maiden. I dont know if Im gonna see Joshua tonight which sucks. He just called me from a payphone and i cant do anything about it. Ahhh I hate this ( Read more... )

I got to see Josh tonight when i thought i wasnt. that was good, but leaving him always sucks ( Read more... )

I dont know when Im gonna see Josh again and its killing me. I hate my parents, I hate doctors, and I hate work. All I know is Ill have enough money to move out in july and thats all I care about right now. So soon no more parents, no more doctors and hopefully a new job ( Read more... )

so im totally in love and i cant imagine being with another boy ever again. but it gets me thinking, how can someone say there in love with someone and then go sleep with someone else. weird. but its even weirder how if they love this person so much that if they confront them they lie to their face. i dont understand sluts ( Read more... )

lets see if irene's works

nothing new except i have to stop drinking soo much. suspension went well, josh and i are doing great, irene is coming back home, and i decided what i want to be since i guess im grown up now. irene and i might be moving out soon as well. all i have to do is get a car now. xoxo

It 5:42 and I cant sleep. Im thinking way too much right now. i put my new plugs in a now my ears hurt. hopefully they will feel better tomorrow. 80s night was good cause all i did was get drunk. I cant wait until friday. Im making dinner for josh, irene, chris, jay and stacy. I hope the lasagna comes out good. Im glad my parents are going away. I ( Read more... )

things are much better. im semihappy now but there is still one thing missing...not enough erin and irene time anymore. i only see her sleeping on my floor. tomorrow we hang out though!! i love irene