so jessie came back last sunday and life has been much better since. i have been able to sleep w/ her everynight and waking up next to her is like heaven. other than that i am pretty much settled into the new apartment. i still need a desk for my computer but otherwise i am good to go. my week has consisted of working, helping jess study for ( Read more... )

so im really pathetic. Jessie left yesterday to go to colorado until sunday and i have been a mess. i have just felt so incomplete since she has been gone. i feel like half of my soul is missing or something. i want to just call her all day just so i can hear her voice. thats all it takes to bring me back and make me happy. but i cant call ( Read more... )

so i have officially moved into my new apartment. its good times. It's a lot nicer than i thought it would be. my room is larger than i thought also. its really nice and im super happy w/ how my life is evolving. Jessie spent the night last night and i do believe she will be doing a lot of that now that we have a lot more freedom in our ( Read more... )

So this weekend was one of the greatest times i have ever had. Friday was fun. Saw Kill Bill Vol. 2 and loved it. After the movie I met up w/ Jessie and spent the night at her house. It was good times ( Read more... )

so today sucked SOOOOOOO bad. i hate days like this. i dont even want to talk about it. i got faked on by so many people today. SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so wear me like a locket around your throat, i'll weigh you down and watch you chokeat least this weekend will be great. incredible weather, i have both days off, and Underscore_ will be rocking ( Read more... )

lets see. friday after jess got off of work, she picked me up and we spent the whole night together. it was awesome. we went shopping, went to dinner and then went back to her place and i spent the night. it was really weird cause i told my parents i was goin to sleep at her place and they didnt seem to care at all. kinda weird since my ( Read more... )

okay so maybe its been a lil while since i last updated. i would pick up from my last entry but i dont know when that was or what i was talking about. im at Jessie's house right now and she made me feel guilty by asking me if i still knew how to update my journal. so now i feel bad and am updating. not much has been goin on recently. pretty ( Read more... )

pretty boring weekend. worked really late saturday then met up w/ jessie and we went to michelles house. watched american wedding. laughed a lot. then i ended up back at her house and spent the night there ( Read more... )

so this last week has been kinda rough for me. i had my lil depression period. i dont know where it comes from or what springs it but it happens like every 2 months. i hate it. this one only lasted for like 2 days tho. Jessie helped me through it a lot and i didnt even see her. just talking to her means so much to me ( Read more... )

why do i let such petty shit irritate me so much???????????????????????

i piss myself off sometimes. and some people are just stupid.

WHATEVER.......................

So wash the thought of us away, you'll be alone the rest of your days.....