since it feels like old news and dont feel like telling everyone i talk to... here goes...

i got into CLU... my school of choice ( Read more... )

last night changed my life forever. but i dont want to talk about it. i just need to say this, i am no longer scared of graduating, i am no longer afraid of growing up. if things dont speed up im afraid i might get bored.

oy... frankenstien is basically going to kick my ass.

*shrugs*

i think i know what i am going to do this summer, i will have time away from home, have a huge learning experience, and come back a different person. i want to do this and i feel like i need to ( Read more... )

i find out from CLU in 2-3 weeks.
not cool.

i told my dad how i feel, it pissed him off so he walked away from me.

and people wonder why i keep going back to a therapist.
when my parents dont like how i feel they refuse to listen to me.
how is that for spoiled little bitch?
now you know where the bitch part comes from.

have a nice day

only i could manage to kill off not one... but three people in the story....

it took me about 10 min to write and it came out of now where....

hopefully it is ok considering to get the credit i have to post it for anyone and everyone to see

this is why me a creative writting dont mix, im not good at writting and it is always bad.

nuff said.

( u probably dont want to read this, i just needed somewhere to put things down )

i got into Humboldt...
the one in California

basically on the border of Oregon

its kinda far

on the bright side....
i have a school to go to now

why am i sad about this?
i am living up to my potential...
and i can't even smile about it.