My good friend that I've known since middle school died Monday morning in a car accident. We were supposed to go to the movies the day he died and two days before then, he had told me that he was in love with me. I've been pretty fucked up for the past couple of days but it's nothing compared to how I'm going to feel tomorrow when I go to see his ( Read more... )

Picture/video post. Anything to keep my mind occupied and not thinking of what happened yesterday.

( Yepp. )

The doctors said they have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me. As far as they can tell, I'm not pregnant, so they're putting it down as severe stress. But if my period continues to be fucked up, then I have to go back immediately and they'll be doing MORE tests. I was there for three hours. I seriously was to the point where I was just going to ( Read more... )

I like Whitley a lot. A lot a lot a lot :] :] :] :].

Andddddd Kiah, I got your letter! I will be calling you soon. When is your next day off?

I don't want this post to be about Sam. So... it's not ( Read more... )

Sam just said, verbatim, "I can really understand why people used to hit you ( Read more... )

And now, thirty-six hours later, the bleeding is back to spotting. Just a little pink whenever I pee. What the fuck is going on with my body??

I talked to Brandi, a girl that was in Ooh La La with me, who had her period all throughout her pregnancy. I explained what's been going on and she finally talked some sense into me. Got me thinking a little more clearly, I should say ( Read more... )

Alright, so apparently "emergency appointment" means three days from now. They said it will do no harm to wait a few days and see if I stop bleeding or not. If I had a miscarriage, then it already happened and there's nothing they can do about it but check me out and make sure it didn't cause any infections. And if I'm just having a light period, ( Read more... )

Yepppppp ( Read more... )