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This is hard. Its always on my mind. I just want it to go away. I get so scared that it will happen again. It shouldnt worry me this much.

Every time i think about it or even talk about it . I get all emo and such. It isnt fun. Grr Why couldnt he call me a bitch or an asshole. Whyd he have to say those words. I cant even explain on how bad it hurts ( Read more... )

I'm sitting alone and i think to myself, it'd be great if people could know, if we wore big tags
Or we threw big parties where only lost people could go, so we'd never think we're wrong, and
We'd never feel alone...alone.

Theres 5 people [Brittany.Jenny.Erika.Franky.Jared]

And they mean alot to me. There always there helping me with what ever i need help on. I pretty much dont care on what people say anymore. All that matters is them.

So kids can say what ever they want. go ahead and judge me. I could care less on your thoughts about me. All that matters is them <3

Major Emo entry.

I dont normally think like this.

But right now things suck.

Just i think things would be alot better if i wasnt here. Alot of my close friends would be alot more happier. I guess im just drama or what ever. [Wich i dont feel i am]

but some of my friends would probally like it better.

Right now i just feel it would of been better if ( Read more... )

[Unclothed and]

[Honest for you]

Alright so bassically this summer hanst been any thing specail and im kinda bummed cause i thought it would be alot funner then of what i has been. but im over it. So yesterday we all baked a cake =) but i didnt make it I helped stirred it lol. It tasted good. eh im bored this is a lameee LJ ( Read more... )

[[The death of Erika && Stina]]

We're going up the escalator holding a tray of food and then some of the french fries fall off so Erika bends over to get them and freaking we're almost at the top so Erikas hair gets caught in the escalator and Shes screaming cause her scalp is like being ripped off And then there's me in my little skirt and I trip ( Read more... )

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Urghh Im bored as hell. Eeee Im going to the mall with my lovely Erika. yeaah I havent hung out with her in so long. Im so stoked.

OMG im crazyy about him. ha. I like him alot. I like having 5 mintues fone conversations with him just to say hi. Cause i cant go 3 hours with out talking to him. haha. Hes bassically like always on my mind.

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1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?

Me. haha

2. How much cash do you have on you?

secret status =D

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?

rest

4. Favorite plant?

pretty roses. black roses is a plus.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?

Cory.

6. What is your main ring ( Read more... )