I have to stop faking a smile for other peoples sake, no matter who it is. I have to stop letting things slide to make everything okay. Because I'm back in my cage and at this rate I'll drive myself crazy. Grow a backbone Katrina.
I feel like I'm on a see-saw. But I'm on the high end, and the other person is just sat there. I'm stuck in mid air until they either push up or get off. Stuck helpless and reliant on someone else's actions. It doesn't feel very nice at all. And I'm fairly sure it's not right...