A Letter to God #3

[xcrashgirlx]

Oh God, this is not okay.
Mess with my life if you want--pull me up and down across the field of normal emotions;
manic laughter and freak-outs of depression.
But don't bring them with me!
Punish me if you want
[for what, for what?]
but they've done nothing wrong.
She loves him,
please, she loves him.
Don't take him away.
She breaks and
I break.
Can we all not

Comments

[faithfulfaerie]

awww... i'm so sorry hun. i don't know what to say.
i hope it gets better.

[lovelydacey]

I'm okay. I'm not sure exactly how I'll take it when I'm with him, or the next time I see him, but right now, I'm fine.
Don't worry about me babe.
Just don't.
God sends us no cross we cannot bear.
And so far, I'm doing pretty beast.

[xcrashgirlx]

God sends no PERSONAL cross we can't bear.
What he doesn't take into account is that any Beloved's cross is also mine.

[lovelydacey]

well, then it's still a cross we can bear.
I don't think that this whole thing is like..
i don't even know, I mean I can't bring myself to be all "ima beloved!"
so I don't even know babe.
<3