Operation: Nao Seduction! [5/7]
Title: Operation: Nao Seduction! [5/7]
Chapter: 5/7
Pairing: Slight NaoxAlice Nine; eventual ToraxNao and KaixAoi; slight SagaxShou and UruxPon
Rating: PG--->NC-17 The smut bunny is back!
Summary: A bet. A fucking bet. That’s what got me into this fucking trouble. Fuck Kai. And being the curious idiot I am, I just had to say ‘yes’. What bet? ‘Provoke’ your band mates and see if they give in or not. Fuck. Nao’s POV.
Pooh-san’s comment: *blushes* Uhm. No…No comment…*blush*
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[CHAPTER FIVE: AMANO SHINJI]
He hung up on me.
Kai fucking hung up on me.
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?! I mean?! Can you believe that?! That little fucking retard-scratch that, that little fucking evil scheming mastermind with big puppy dog eyes just…just…ABANDONED me!
I sighed as I flipped my phone shut. I know what’s happening with him right now. There’ll only be one reason as to why he’s not answering his phone. I’ll even bet you my Gundam collection that he’s getting rather busy with a fucking guitarist right now.
“Nao-san, you have fifteen minutes to go”, one of the staff told me as I replied with a smile. It was already the second part of the photoshoot. The theme was something almost similar to being a whore.
“Eto, Murai-san?” the make-up artist called me. “Hai? Anything wrong?” I responded.
“Ano…Kohara-san and Takashi-san are both missing…Have you seen them?”
Okay…Ever since…’The EPIC FAIL, I’ve…never saw or heard from either of them again. And it got me totally worried. What if they…? Oh shit… “I’m sorry but I-“
“Oh don’t worry Miss! They were just talking about our schedule and then they both decided to explore the place to pass the time. But I’m sure they’ll be back”, Hiroto interrupted, winking at me.
“That’s great news then. Here you go Murai-san, you’re all done”, she concluded happily, and then she left. I turned towards Pon, who was done with the photographing. It was Tora’s turn now.
He laughed at my bemused yet guilty expression. “You look like you’re about to cry again. Relax, everything’s fine.”
“FINE?! FINE?!” I literally said aloud as I clenched and unclenched my fists. “How could you say that ‘everything’s fine’ when-when you know that shit happened oh I don’t know, only a couple of hours awhile ago?! And then-“
“Nao~ I told you-“
“-yeah a lot of crazy shit happened one after another! It’s just like those dramas I used to watch during our day-offs you know? And what else? When I was so ready to drop out and all, Kai wasn’t fucking answering me! Can you believe that bitch? I tried to call him for twenty three times-“
Again, his hand clamped over my mouth. “You’re doing it again Nao. Shut the fuck up. Everything’s goddamned fine. How would I know? And yes, I can read your mind. I heard them in one of those empty sets you know? They were fucking I mean…They’re more connected than before.”
I swear my jaw dropped. My fucking god! I can’t believe this shit! I know-I know, I’m cursing a lot. Well, it makes me feel cool. Like I’m one of those punk-ass bad-Okay. Shutting up now.
“But…Aren’t they…Like…Mad at me or something?”
Hiroto rolled his eyes. “No. Shou-kun knew it from the beginning didn’t he? And you yourself told me that Saga somehow knew your motives but he just messed with you, right?”
I nodded numbly. Suddenly…I feel-I feel very light. As if a great burden was lifted off of my back. An idiotic grin began to form on my lips. “So, what’s your plan now?” he asked.
“Me?” I asked, still grinning, “I already messaged Kai-chan that I’m out.”
Hiroto stared at me long and hard before he smiled. “Yeah, I guess that was probably the best decision.” And then he laughed. “Though I pretty much feel sorry for Tora-shi.”
My heart skipped a beat. “Huh? Why?”
“I’m quite sure you would’ve won the bet with him”, he winked at me before he walked away.
---x---
“Great job today Nao-san! Keep it up!” The photographer praised me as he flashed the camera. I smiled happily. Feeling hyped up knowing that all of my problems are finally solved. Right now, it was my turn, and I’ve been giving it my best.
The next pose I did was different. Imagination helps, really. My hair was fixed in a messy yet sexy style, I was wearing huge black sunglasses, and I was seated on the floor with my other knee in a bent position, while the other one was sprawled carelessly, my chin was resting in my palm, and I was licking my slightly parted mouth.
“Very good! You know, if I wasn’t straight, I would’ve gone for you”, the photographer teased and laughed. I stiffened and chuckled nervously. …Thank gods you’re straight.
After changing my costume to let’s summarize to two words, ne? Leather and Skin. I posed again. This time, I was actually imagining on how to seduce Tora-shi…If-if I would and could. I lied on my back on the sleek, black couch, and my fingers were lingering near my chest and-
Wait…Why is Tora-kun leaving the set? Fuck! He looked mad!
“Nao-san, you’re expression please.”
“Oh yeah, sorry”, I smiled apologetically. I continued to pose and stuff, but from the corner of my eye, I saw Saga-kun (with clothes in disarray) walk up to the furious guitarist and said some things to him. Tora replied angrily by brushing Saga off and then giving him the Finger.
Uh-oh. What was wrong this time?
---x---
I don’t know what’s happening. I don’t know how, but all I could ever think about was comforting Tora the way he comforted me.
When I was done, with the leather costume still intact, I sprinted towards Saga with a worried expression. I didn’t know if I was still supposed to apologize or not, but when I was arguing with myself, Saga told me to run after him in a serious tone.
And that I did. Now I look like a fucking idiot walking around the building finding the right door. There was this one door though, it was partly open, and I guess whoever walked in didn’t notice that he or she left the door accessible.
I peeked in and saw that it was an old set. I think they were in the middle of remodeling it, because there were a few boxes on one side. Anyways, it looked like it was for a BDSM photoshoot. Fuck, I didn’t know there were those kinds!
The room was white. And there were lots of mirrors: there was one on the wall, another one on top of the dresser, even upon the ceiling-directly reflecting the huge, white bed!
And then, I saw him. Tora was sweating and panting really hard, he was sitting on the edge of the bed. Gawd, he looked so…so…I don’t know. Edgy, and seductive and…stop! STOP! We don’t want a nosebleed, now do we?
“Tora-kun?” I cautiously stepped in the rom. His head snapped to my direction in an instant, looked at me from head to foot and then he stiffened. “Nao?” he said in a hoarse voice. “Why-why are you here?”
“Why? Because-“, I bit my lip, “because I saw you walk out from the set and-“
Tora growled lowly as he closed his eyes. “Never mind-leave.”
I was deeply hurt by what he said. But I bit back the bitterness on my tongue and the hot threatening tears. “What?! What the hell do you mean by ‘leave’?! I’m not going to leave unless”-I boldly walked up to him.
When he opened his eyes and was aware that I was mere inches away from him, he glared at me dangerously. He stood up and walked on the other side of the room. “Fuck Nao! I told you to just leave me alone! Now go!” Silence. “I don’t want to end up doing something you’ll regret”, he muttered to himself.
My ears perked up at what he just said. Fuck him! What? Does he think that I’m really weak and easy to push around?! I walked towards him and glowered back. “Oh yeah?! Do it! Come on!”
“Bullshit! I told you to-“
“Come on Tora. I’m waiting! Do the thing that I’m supposed to regret later.”
“NAO! Fuck-Fuck this! I told you! Don’t come near me! Go away! Fucking leave me alone!” he raised his voice, narrowing his eyes and almost yelling. I have to admit, he looked really…scary.
“You fucking bastard! You’re always just full of words-Hmph!” I was interrupted when he crashed his lips unto mine. He began kissing me really hard, and then he pushed me against the wall. His lips moved against mine impatiently. He licked my lips, and then nibbled the lower part as his hands pinned my wrists.
When I didn’t cooperate, he hissed and then bit my lower lip. Tears came out from my eyes as I gasped in pain. Slyly, he inserted his wet and hot tongue as he continued to ravage my mouth. I moaned and shivered.
After tasting and memorizing each and every corner of my mouth, he broke our kiss. Tora’s eyes softened as he saw the blood on my lower lip. His tongue darted out and licked it gently, as if silently apologizing.
I was confused, perplexed, bewildered-whatever you call it. When I opened my bruised lips to ask him, he began to plant butterfly kisses on my neck, nipping, sucking-leaving small marks. Only one hand remained to trap my wrists, the other one explored my body.
The words got stuck in my throat. So…fucking good…Oh god…His hand caressed my cheek, before dragging a finger down to my chest as he used his knee to part my legs and then grind his hips against it.
“Tora...Oh fucking god…Tora…”
On the part where neck meets the shoulder, he bit down hard enough to draw blood. I groaned loudly and arched my back, trying to free my hands so at the very least...I could fucking touch him too. But then…Wrong move.
As I tried to free myself, I realized that I was squirming with Tora’s knee on my crotch, slowly massaging it in circles. He moaned lowly as he paused from licking the blood away. I felt lightheaded, as if this was only a dream, but then, I wished it was real at the same time.
“Nao…” he kissed my Adam’s apple. And then Tora stopped all of a sudden, in the middle of our foreplay, with our noticeable arousals, he stopped. He stared into my eyes, as if penetrating my soul. The heated way he looked at me…I shivered with desire.
Forcefully, he grabbed both of my wrists and then pushed my body towards the dresser, with a vanity mirror on top of it. The edge of the wooden surface hit my hips-it was so painful I had to bite my lip to stifle a groan. “Fuck Nao…”
He began to kiss the nape of my neck and then trailed downwards, with my clothes still on. Afterwards, his husky and deep voice, possibly from lust, filled my ears. “Leather?” he chuckled lowly, “Mmm…It fits you…”
Using his teeth, he pulled the zipper down from behind as his hands explored my body. When I felt what he was doing, my eyes flew open and I turned my head in alarm. “Tora what-“
With a disapproving hiss, his free hand grabbed my chin and made me stare at my reflection in the mirror while his other hand brushed my over sensitive bulge. I moaned scandalously.
He planted small kisses down my collar bone and nipped at the sensitive skin found in there. His hand began to pull the zipper of my pants down. I couldn’t move my head because the grip he had on my jaw was tight, nor I can move my body because his was pressed on my back. I had no choice but to stare at my unbelievable reflection in the mirror.
I shivered a bit when he slowly removed my leather top and planted soft trails of kisses on my back. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as I felt his other hand snake inside my underwear and without hesitation, grabbed my semi-hard erection and slowly pumped it.
“Aah…” the reflection in the mirror did not even compare to the sluttiest expressions the most priced whore ever had. Was that even me? “Tora…Tora…” My mind was jumbled up. Somehow, it felt wrong but it felt so right at the same time.
As his thumb brushed over the head, my ass grinded backwards to his bulge, making him growl in return. “Fuck.”
“Me. Oh gawd. Fuck yes.”
He let go of my erection, making me whimper, and flipped me so I was facing him instead. Again, he gave me another heated kiss. And this time… I was kissing him back. At first, his pace slackened because he was surprised at my eager response but then when I grabbed the back of his head, silently begging for more, he smirked against my bruised lips.
He kissed me hard, and I kissed him hard back. This time I opened my mouth for him instantly when he asked for access. And when he sucked and made our tongues dance with one another, I groaned in his mouth.
When we pulled back for air, I stared at him through half-lidded eyes, taking everything my mind could see. His tousled black hair, his pinkish cheeks, his hungry eyes…I leaned my forehead against his and then I whispered in his ear. “Take the damn shirt off.” I helped him take it off and then we got ourselves in for another heated make-out session. No boundaries this time. Bare skin against bare skin.
This time we landed on the bed.
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“Hmm…”
I don’t know how it happened. But in a matter of minutes, both Tora and I were topless. He still had his pants on, while I was totally…naked. His wet mouth was trailing hot kisses downwards my chest. I was grabbing a fistful of his hair while his free hand was playing with my nipple. He caught it with his teeth and began to nip and suck it not as gently as his other hand played with the other one.
He did the same torture to the other one and then he claimed my lips again as I felt his hand sneakily sliding down my torso. Oh gods…I felt all warm, and fuzzy, and sweaty, and bothered.
‘If you love someone, you’ll rather find another way than to hurt that person.’
My eyes widened as Kai’s face and his words flooded my mind. He told me those words the day I went to his apartment after we made the bet. He asked me if I would be seducing Tora first, out of all of my bandmates. And I gave him a quick and stern answer of ‘No.’
Soon, guilt began to eat me as I was trying to swallow down my fears. “Tora-kun…” I panted. I wanted this to stop. I’ve fucked up most of my bandmates relationships…And now…I can’t…I just simply can’t hurt him…Ever. “Tora-kun”, I tried again as I fought against my desire.
He began to kiss his way upwards. “What is it?” He breathed on my neck as he raised his head to gently stare at my eyes. And then he began to shower my flushed face with kisses. “W-we…We need to talk…”
Suddenly, I heard him growl lowly and then he gave me a quick passionate kiss.
“Fuck now, talk later.”
---x---
It felt wrong.
Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.
But…we weren’t exactly doing anything wrong. I mean, I love him. Very much, in fact. Ever since the day that I met up with him and thought ‘He looks like a Tiger.’ And him? I…I don’t know.
To be honest, I haven’t had the time to sulk over that thought as Tora pounded in and out inside me. My mind was a blur and I was left nothing else but as a quivering, incoherent, needy mess. My hands were clawing his back as he pushed deeper in me, hitting a rather sensitive spot. I moaned loudly, squeezing my eyes shut.
“Nggh…” he nipped the shell of my ear, “open your eyes.”
Forcing all my will, I managed to open them, about a half. I could see the lusty expression on his beautiful face. Groaning, he suddenly hit my sensitive spot. “Aah…T-tora…” I bit my lip as I dug my nails on his skin. Soon, he began to pound in the same spot, making the familiar heat on my stomach rise again.
“I…I…” I panted, “…can’t…fuck…last…longer…aah…Ngh.”
“Then come for me Nao-chan”, he whispered in a low voice as he stopped thrusting fast and then began to thrust deep and hard instead. Desperate for my release, I wrapped my legs around his waist to bring him closer, and then I bucked my hips meeting his at the same time.
Oh god, this felt wrong. No matter how much I wanted this. I…I didn’t want it to be this way.
“Fuck…A bit…more…Ngh…Yes…”
Somehow, I managed to take a glance at the ceiling and saw that indeed, there was another mirror placed there. And it reflected a very erotic sight, if I should say. I could see Tora’s back with a couple of red marks and some scratches, my hands were stuck there, digging my nails deeper into his skin. He groaned at the contact.
I could also see my own two legs wrapped around his waist so tightly, as if not wanting to let go. The way sweat dribbled down his back, the way his hips moved roughly and wantonly. Finally, I caught sight of my own sinful expression.
My hair was wet because of sweat, and it stuck unto my face. My eyes were half-lidded which were clouded with lust, my cheeks were flushed red, and my lips were opened and only sounds of sexual pleasure came out, with pleadings to go faster, harder, and deeper. To fuck me like there was no tomorrow.
This…This wasn’t me.
After a particular deep and hard thrust, hitting my prostrate dead-on, my ass clenched around his hard cock, making us shiver uncontrollably as we rode out our orgasm at the same time. Sticky white fluid spilled onto my stomach while his seed was released inside of me. I sighed contentedly as he nipped at my collar bone.
We laid down the bed for a moment, as we regained our normal breathings and slowed down our heart beats. The air reeked of the scent of sex, but we both didn’t care, we had enough fucking problems to deal with at that moment.
Sighing, he stood up and began to dress his clothes while I curled up into a ball and pulled the sheets higher to my chest. Soon enough, I felt the hot traitor tears cascading down my cheeks. Fuck! I wasn’t supposed to cry. I got what I wanted right? I knew it was wrong. Still, I loved him so much that I couldn’t distinguish right from wrong anymore.
“Nao…?”
Oh shit. There was no way in hell will I show my face to him like this! I turned to my side and pulled the sheets up to my nose. I heard him sigh quietly, and then I felt him plant small kisses on my shoulder and on my back. “Nao”, he called out gently, “why are you crying?”
Because I’m afraid that I’ve just been a good fuck and nothing else. “I’m not crying.”
“If you aren’t, then look at me.” I didn’t. “What’s wrong?” he asked, obviously concerned as he caressed my back. Slowly, I turned to him and stared at his worried expression with big eyes. “I love you, Shinji.”
He visibly stiffened. I knew it. I fucking knew it-
“Is that what you were worried about?” he smiled softly. I nodded as I bit back the tears. Tora chuckled and then kissed my forehead. “I love you too Nao. Ever since the day you said to me that I looked like a Tiger”, he laughed. I blushed. He still remembered that…?
“You…You really mean it…?”
He grinned and nuzzled my nose. Afterwards, he gave me what I really wanted-a slow and intimate kiss. I could really feel his warmth, his love, his…his…his everything! And I was just bursting with happiness at that moment. “Of course I do.”
Smiling, I sat up and held his hand. “Now let’s get you dressed up. I’m sure the others are looking for us right now”, he stated as he got my clothes and tossed them to me. “Does your back hurt? Here, let me help you. I’m so sorry Nao baby.”
As I was dressing, I…I…Oh fuck this! I felt so happy and so giddy and so…so…so…Right. Did I mention that I felt happy too?! Tora loves me! And for a long time now! I could feel myself grin idiotically.
I heard Tora laugh beside me. Facing him with a grin still plastered to my face, I asked him. “What?”
“You’re so adorable.”
Blushing, I pouted. “Idiot.”
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A/N: Goodness! That was so long! Sorry about that! I had to squeeze in all the drama and the events into a single chapter. And sorry if it took so long to post. An emotional and half-hearted smex scene was really hard to write. Wow, Nao-kun was really confused, ne?
Sometimes it’s so hard to choose between what is it that you want and what is right.
Sorry if it sucked. Xp Comments make me smile! Oh, and I’ll be dividing the next chap into 2 short parts.
Chapter: 5/7
Pairing: Slight NaoxAlice Nine; eventual ToraxNao and KaixAoi; slight SagaxShou and UruxPon
Rating: PG--->NC-17 The smut bunny is back!
Summary: A bet. A fucking bet. That’s what got me into this fucking trouble. Fuck Kai. And being the curious idiot I am, I just had to say ‘yes’. What bet? ‘Provoke’ your band mates and see if they give in or not. Fuck. Nao’s POV.
Pooh-san’s comment: *blushes* Uhm. No…No comment…*blush*
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[CHAPTER FIVE: AMANO SHINJI]
He hung up on me.
Kai fucking hung up on me.
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?! I mean?! Can you believe that?! That little fucking retard-scratch that, that little fucking evil scheming mastermind with big puppy dog eyes just…just…ABANDONED me!
I sighed as I flipped my phone shut. I know what’s happening with him right now. There’ll only be one reason as to why he’s not answering his phone. I’ll even bet you my Gundam collection that he’s getting rather busy with a fucking guitarist right now.
“Nao-san, you have fifteen minutes to go”, one of the staff told me as I replied with a smile. It was already the second part of the photoshoot. The theme was something almost similar to being a whore.
“Eto, Murai-san?” the make-up artist called me. “Hai? Anything wrong?” I responded.
“Ano…Kohara-san and Takashi-san are both missing…Have you seen them?”
Okay…Ever since…’The EPIC FAIL, I’ve…never saw or heard from either of them again. And it got me totally worried. What if they…? Oh shit… “I’m sorry but I-“
“Oh don’t worry Miss! They were just talking about our schedule and then they both decided to explore the place to pass the time. But I’m sure they’ll be back”, Hiroto interrupted, winking at me.
“That’s great news then. Here you go Murai-san, you’re all done”, she concluded happily, and then she left. I turned towards Pon, who was done with the photographing. It was Tora’s turn now.
He laughed at my bemused yet guilty expression. “You look like you’re about to cry again. Relax, everything’s fine.”
“FINE?! FINE?!” I literally said aloud as I clenched and unclenched my fists. “How could you say that ‘everything’s fine’ when-when you know that shit happened oh I don’t know, only a couple of hours awhile ago?! And then-“
“Nao~ I told you-“
“-yeah a lot of crazy shit happened one after another! It’s just like those dramas I used to watch during our day-offs you know? And what else? When I was so ready to drop out and all, Kai wasn’t fucking answering me! Can you believe that bitch? I tried to call him for twenty three times-“
Again, his hand clamped over my mouth. “You’re doing it again Nao. Shut the fuck up. Everything’s goddamned fine. How would I know? And yes, I can read your mind. I heard them in one of those empty sets you know? They were fucking I mean…They’re more connected than before.”
I swear my jaw dropped. My fucking god! I can’t believe this shit! I know-I know, I’m cursing a lot. Well, it makes me feel cool. Like I’m one of those punk-ass bad-Okay. Shutting up now.
“But…Aren’t they…Like…Mad at me or something?”
Hiroto rolled his eyes. “No. Shou-kun knew it from the beginning didn’t he? And you yourself told me that Saga somehow knew your motives but he just messed with you, right?”
I nodded numbly. Suddenly…I feel-I feel very light. As if a great burden was lifted off of my back. An idiotic grin began to form on my lips. “So, what’s your plan now?” he asked.
“Me?” I asked, still grinning, “I already messaged Kai-chan that I’m out.”
Hiroto stared at me long and hard before he smiled. “Yeah, I guess that was probably the best decision.” And then he laughed. “Though I pretty much feel sorry for Tora-shi.”
My heart skipped a beat. “Huh? Why?”
“I’m quite sure you would’ve won the bet with him”, he winked at me before he walked away.
---x---
“Great job today Nao-san! Keep it up!” The photographer praised me as he flashed the camera. I smiled happily. Feeling hyped up knowing that all of my problems are finally solved. Right now, it was my turn, and I’ve been giving it my best.
The next pose I did was different. Imagination helps, really. My hair was fixed in a messy yet sexy style, I was wearing huge black sunglasses, and I was seated on the floor with my other knee in a bent position, while the other one was sprawled carelessly, my chin was resting in my palm, and I was licking my slightly parted mouth.
“Very good! You know, if I wasn’t straight, I would’ve gone for you”, the photographer teased and laughed. I stiffened and chuckled nervously. …Thank gods you’re straight.
After changing my costume to let’s summarize to two words, ne? Leather and Skin. I posed again. This time, I was actually imagining on how to seduce Tora-shi…If-if I would and could. I lied on my back on the sleek, black couch, and my fingers were lingering near my chest and-
Wait…Why is Tora-kun leaving the set? Fuck! He looked mad!
“Nao-san, you’re expression please.”
“Oh yeah, sorry”, I smiled apologetically. I continued to pose and stuff, but from the corner of my eye, I saw Saga-kun (with clothes in disarray) walk up to the furious guitarist and said some things to him. Tora replied angrily by brushing Saga off and then giving him the Finger.
Uh-oh. What was wrong this time?
---x---
I don’t know what’s happening. I don’t know how, but all I could ever think about was comforting Tora the way he comforted me.
When I was done, with the leather costume still intact, I sprinted towards Saga with a worried expression. I didn’t know if I was still supposed to apologize or not, but when I was arguing with myself, Saga told me to run after him in a serious tone.
And that I did. Now I look like a fucking idiot walking around the building finding the right door. There was this one door though, it was partly open, and I guess whoever walked in didn’t notice that he or she left the door accessible.
I peeked in and saw that it was an old set. I think they were in the middle of remodeling it, because there were a few boxes on one side. Anyways, it looked like it was for a BDSM photoshoot. Fuck, I didn’t know there were those kinds!
The room was white. And there were lots of mirrors: there was one on the wall, another one on top of the dresser, even upon the ceiling-directly reflecting the huge, white bed!
And then, I saw him. Tora was sweating and panting really hard, he was sitting on the edge of the bed. Gawd, he looked so…so…I don’t know. Edgy, and seductive and…stop! STOP! We don’t want a nosebleed, now do we?
“Tora-kun?” I cautiously stepped in the rom. His head snapped to my direction in an instant, looked at me from head to foot and then he stiffened. “Nao?” he said in a hoarse voice. “Why-why are you here?”
“Why? Because-“, I bit my lip, “because I saw you walk out from the set and-“
Tora growled lowly as he closed his eyes. “Never mind-leave.”
I was deeply hurt by what he said. But I bit back the bitterness on my tongue and the hot threatening tears. “What?! What the hell do you mean by ‘leave’?! I’m not going to leave unless”-I boldly walked up to him.
When he opened his eyes and was aware that I was mere inches away from him, he glared at me dangerously. He stood up and walked on the other side of the room. “Fuck Nao! I told you to just leave me alone! Now go!” Silence. “I don’t want to end up doing something you’ll regret”, he muttered to himself.
My ears perked up at what he just said. Fuck him! What? Does he think that I’m really weak and easy to push around?! I walked towards him and glowered back. “Oh yeah?! Do it! Come on!”
“Bullshit! I told you to-“
“Come on Tora. I’m waiting! Do the thing that I’m supposed to regret later.”
“NAO! Fuck-Fuck this! I told you! Don’t come near me! Go away! Fucking leave me alone!” he raised his voice, narrowing his eyes and almost yelling. I have to admit, he looked really…scary.
“You fucking bastard! You’re always just full of words-Hmph!” I was interrupted when he crashed his lips unto mine. He began kissing me really hard, and then he pushed me against the wall. His lips moved against mine impatiently. He licked my lips, and then nibbled the lower part as his hands pinned my wrists.
When I didn’t cooperate, he hissed and then bit my lower lip. Tears came out from my eyes as I gasped in pain. Slyly, he inserted his wet and hot tongue as he continued to ravage my mouth. I moaned and shivered.
After tasting and memorizing each and every corner of my mouth, he broke our kiss. Tora’s eyes softened as he saw the blood on my lower lip. His tongue darted out and licked it gently, as if silently apologizing.
I was confused, perplexed, bewildered-whatever you call it. When I opened my bruised lips to ask him, he began to plant butterfly kisses on my neck, nipping, sucking-leaving small marks. Only one hand remained to trap my wrists, the other one explored my body.
The words got stuck in my throat. So…fucking good…Oh god…His hand caressed my cheek, before dragging a finger down to my chest as he used his knee to part my legs and then grind his hips against it.
“Tora...Oh fucking god…Tora…”
On the part where neck meets the shoulder, he bit down hard enough to draw blood. I groaned loudly and arched my back, trying to free my hands so at the very least...I could fucking touch him too. But then…Wrong move.
As I tried to free myself, I realized that I was squirming with Tora’s knee on my crotch, slowly massaging it in circles. He moaned lowly as he paused from licking the blood away. I felt lightheaded, as if this was only a dream, but then, I wished it was real at the same time.
“Nao…” he kissed my Adam’s apple. And then Tora stopped all of a sudden, in the middle of our foreplay, with our noticeable arousals, he stopped. He stared into my eyes, as if penetrating my soul. The heated way he looked at me…I shivered with desire.
Forcefully, he grabbed both of my wrists and then pushed my body towards the dresser, with a vanity mirror on top of it. The edge of the wooden surface hit my hips-it was so painful I had to bite my lip to stifle a groan. “Fuck Nao…”
He began to kiss the nape of my neck and then trailed downwards, with my clothes still on. Afterwards, his husky and deep voice, possibly from lust, filled my ears. “Leather?” he chuckled lowly, “Mmm…It fits you…”
Using his teeth, he pulled the zipper down from behind as his hands explored my body. When I felt what he was doing, my eyes flew open and I turned my head in alarm. “Tora what-“
With a disapproving hiss, his free hand grabbed my chin and made me stare at my reflection in the mirror while his other hand brushed my over sensitive bulge. I moaned scandalously.
He planted small kisses down my collar bone and nipped at the sensitive skin found in there. His hand began to pull the zipper of my pants down. I couldn’t move my head because the grip he had on my jaw was tight, nor I can move my body because his was pressed on my back. I had no choice but to stare at my unbelievable reflection in the mirror.
I shivered a bit when he slowly removed my leather top and planted soft trails of kisses on my back. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as I felt his other hand snake inside my underwear and without hesitation, grabbed my semi-hard erection and slowly pumped it.
“Aah…” the reflection in the mirror did not even compare to the sluttiest expressions the most priced whore ever had. Was that even me? “Tora…Tora…” My mind was jumbled up. Somehow, it felt wrong but it felt so right at the same time.
As his thumb brushed over the head, my ass grinded backwards to his bulge, making him growl in return. “Fuck.”
“Me. Oh gawd. Fuck yes.”
He let go of my erection, making me whimper, and flipped me so I was facing him instead. Again, he gave me another heated kiss. And this time… I was kissing him back. At first, his pace slackened because he was surprised at my eager response but then when I grabbed the back of his head, silently begging for more, he smirked against my bruised lips.
He kissed me hard, and I kissed him hard back. This time I opened my mouth for him instantly when he asked for access. And when he sucked and made our tongues dance with one another, I groaned in his mouth.
When we pulled back for air, I stared at him through half-lidded eyes, taking everything my mind could see. His tousled black hair, his pinkish cheeks, his hungry eyes…I leaned my forehead against his and then I whispered in his ear. “Take the damn shirt off.” I helped him take it off and then we got ourselves in for another heated make-out session. No boundaries this time. Bare skin against bare skin.
This time we landed on the bed.
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“Hmm…”
I don’t know how it happened. But in a matter of minutes, both Tora and I were topless. He still had his pants on, while I was totally…naked. His wet mouth was trailing hot kisses downwards my chest. I was grabbing a fistful of his hair while his free hand was playing with my nipple. He caught it with his teeth and began to nip and suck it not as gently as his other hand played with the other one.
He did the same torture to the other one and then he claimed my lips again as I felt his hand sneakily sliding down my torso. Oh gods…I felt all warm, and fuzzy, and sweaty, and bothered.
‘If you love someone, you’ll rather find another way than to hurt that person.’
My eyes widened as Kai’s face and his words flooded my mind. He told me those words the day I went to his apartment after we made the bet. He asked me if I would be seducing Tora first, out of all of my bandmates. And I gave him a quick and stern answer of ‘No.’
Soon, guilt began to eat me as I was trying to swallow down my fears. “Tora-kun…” I panted. I wanted this to stop. I’ve fucked up most of my bandmates relationships…And now…I can’t…I just simply can’t hurt him…Ever. “Tora-kun”, I tried again as I fought against my desire.
He began to kiss his way upwards. “What is it?” He breathed on my neck as he raised his head to gently stare at my eyes. And then he began to shower my flushed face with kisses. “W-we…We need to talk…”
Suddenly, I heard him growl lowly and then he gave me a quick passionate kiss.
“Fuck now, talk later.”
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It felt wrong.
Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.
But…we weren’t exactly doing anything wrong. I mean, I love him. Very much, in fact. Ever since the day that I met up with him and thought ‘He looks like a Tiger.’ And him? I…I don’t know.
To be honest, I haven’t had the time to sulk over that thought as Tora pounded in and out inside me. My mind was a blur and I was left nothing else but as a quivering, incoherent, needy mess. My hands were clawing his back as he pushed deeper in me, hitting a rather sensitive spot. I moaned loudly, squeezing my eyes shut.
“Nggh…” he nipped the shell of my ear, “open your eyes.”
Forcing all my will, I managed to open them, about a half. I could see the lusty expression on his beautiful face. Groaning, he suddenly hit my sensitive spot. “Aah…T-tora…” I bit my lip as I dug my nails on his skin. Soon, he began to pound in the same spot, making the familiar heat on my stomach rise again.
“I…I…” I panted, “…can’t…fuck…last…longer…aah…Ngh.”
“Then come for me Nao-chan”, he whispered in a low voice as he stopped thrusting fast and then began to thrust deep and hard instead. Desperate for my release, I wrapped my legs around his waist to bring him closer, and then I bucked my hips meeting his at the same time.
Oh god, this felt wrong. No matter how much I wanted this. I…I didn’t want it to be this way.
“Fuck…A bit…more…Ngh…Yes…”
Somehow, I managed to take a glance at the ceiling and saw that indeed, there was another mirror placed there. And it reflected a very erotic sight, if I should say. I could see Tora’s back with a couple of red marks and some scratches, my hands were stuck there, digging my nails deeper into his skin. He groaned at the contact.
I could also see my own two legs wrapped around his waist so tightly, as if not wanting to let go. The way sweat dribbled down his back, the way his hips moved roughly and wantonly. Finally, I caught sight of my own sinful expression.
My hair was wet because of sweat, and it stuck unto my face. My eyes were half-lidded which were clouded with lust, my cheeks were flushed red, and my lips were opened and only sounds of sexual pleasure came out, with pleadings to go faster, harder, and deeper. To fuck me like there was no tomorrow.
This…This wasn’t me.
After a particular deep and hard thrust, hitting my prostrate dead-on, my ass clenched around his hard cock, making us shiver uncontrollably as we rode out our orgasm at the same time. Sticky white fluid spilled onto my stomach while his seed was released inside of me. I sighed contentedly as he nipped at my collar bone.
We laid down the bed for a moment, as we regained our normal breathings and slowed down our heart beats. The air reeked of the scent of sex, but we both didn’t care, we had enough fucking problems to deal with at that moment.
Sighing, he stood up and began to dress his clothes while I curled up into a ball and pulled the sheets higher to my chest. Soon enough, I felt the hot traitor tears cascading down my cheeks. Fuck! I wasn’t supposed to cry. I got what I wanted right? I knew it was wrong. Still, I loved him so much that I couldn’t distinguish right from wrong anymore.
“Nao…?”
Oh shit. There was no way in hell will I show my face to him like this! I turned to my side and pulled the sheets up to my nose. I heard him sigh quietly, and then I felt him plant small kisses on my shoulder and on my back. “Nao”, he called out gently, “why are you crying?”
Because I’m afraid that I’ve just been a good fuck and nothing else. “I’m not crying.”
“If you aren’t, then look at me.” I didn’t. “What’s wrong?” he asked, obviously concerned as he caressed my back. Slowly, I turned to him and stared at his worried expression with big eyes. “I love you, Shinji.”
He visibly stiffened. I knew it. I fucking knew it-
“Is that what you were worried about?” he smiled softly. I nodded as I bit back the tears. Tora chuckled and then kissed my forehead. “I love you too Nao. Ever since the day you said to me that I looked like a Tiger”, he laughed. I blushed. He still remembered that…?
“You…You really mean it…?”
He grinned and nuzzled my nose. Afterwards, he gave me what I really wanted-a slow and intimate kiss. I could really feel his warmth, his love, his…his…his everything! And I was just bursting with happiness at that moment. “Of course I do.”
Smiling, I sat up and held his hand. “Now let’s get you dressed up. I’m sure the others are looking for us right now”, he stated as he got my clothes and tossed them to me. “Does your back hurt? Here, let me help you. I’m so sorry Nao baby.”
As I was dressing, I…I…Oh fuck this! I felt so happy and so giddy and so…so…so…Right. Did I mention that I felt happy too?! Tora loves me! And for a long time now! I could feel myself grin idiotically.
I heard Tora laugh beside me. Facing him with a grin still plastered to my face, I asked him. “What?”
“You’re so adorable.”
Blushing, I pouted. “Idiot.”
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A/N: Goodness! That was so long! Sorry about that! I had to squeeze in all the drama and the events into a single chapter. And sorry if it took so long to post. An emotional and half-hearted smex scene was really hard to write. Wow, Nao-kun was really confused, ne?
Sometimes it’s so hard to choose between what is it that you want and what is right.
Sorry if it sucked. Xp Comments make me smile! Oh, and I’ll be dividing the next chap into 2 short parts.