"Remember when you said you'd wait forever
And I thought it was true
And as this broken heart just keeps on beating
I'll 'sing the saddest song to you'
Because I don't know what else to do
I'll wait for you"

I’m a pretty suspicious person when it comes to people in the first place, with my line of work and life experiences and all. But I find myself now more bitter and jaded when it comes to people. I’m cold towards the people I meet. I still have dreams at night that I wish would go away. I guess you can say that this has scared my life forever. I am ( Read more... )

...kitty cat today. it cheers me up. it is so cute. his name is cat 2.0 or the little cat.

him and big cat play swat at eachothers eye balls all day long. its so cute. i love them.

gone to bed. i'm sure i'll be having the reacuring nightmare i've been having for the past month...

wow, i really dont have any friends here anymore.

i might as well just move away. i got nothing for me here.

"That's life, full of disappointments and let downs."

- myself

March 15th, my friend Josh moves to texas. My gym membership expires on that day too ( Read more... )

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i have my oral boards this thursday...

i'm so stressed out!

my work cut my hours this month, grr.

i'm spending hundreds of bucks on a drum hut (fort). see line above.

i sold my bills tickets for $20 and a bag of beef jerky.

aaah, what a week.

so i went on a date tonight, i took her to Tsunami for dinner. it's on Kenmore ave in Kenmore. oh it was so good. we had 4 courses and they where all awesome. i recomend the place all the way if you want pacific rim style food. oh and get the beef on weck sushi roll. soooo good, and interesting. haha. it was also cool because we got a table next to ( Read more... )