so this week has been another glorious week... last friday m and roci took he sister and brother to see spiderman 2. i already seen it so i slept.. then andrew came like and hour into te movie... i <3 that kid hes great.. haha then we went back to rocci's... then later that night me and rocci went and seen kig arthur.. great movie.. i <3ed it... on ( Read more... )

blah....
im fat!
i miss my brother!!!
the doctor said john was dying..

why does he have to be such a fucked up father... i have so much hatered towards him.... i dont know what to do... i cried last night... for like an hour... in my room... by myself... like serious cries.. it scared me....

im so ( Read more... )

yeah well once again its been awile since ive updated.... i dont even remember the last time.. hmm... well ill jjust recap on this week... sso hmm.... fourth of july was alright... i came over rocci's... weve hung out alot this week its been nice... shes great.. hahah me and my home dog meridith played ping pong.. hha then this kid andrewcame over ( Read more... )

blah well today shall be another boring day... grr... i hate not having anything to do it sucks.... i cant wit for saturday!... warped tour!!! YEHA!!!... then tomorrow i guess we might go seespide man 2 for jon's birfday.... hes sogay.. but i <3 that kid bundles... hahah then sunday is the forth of july.. i hate it... its so pointless.... bt hey ( Read more... )

if he only knew<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

WHATS WRONG WITH ME....

KATRINA WILL YOU BE MY BABY'S DADDY??

seriously..???? 3<3<3 i heart you!

yeah well im finally updating.... i never seem to find the time anymore.... well schools out... yeha!! its nice... even though i have to read 2 books and do a history paper.... and volunteer... but hey... so this lat week was pretty eventful.... on wendesday me and rocci went to melissa's... jane ad katrina came over... it was great.... we had fun ( Read more... )

grrr... i sick it sucks... im sad i feel like im loosing touch with everyone i used to be so close too... it like we were together every weekend doing fun things being retarded.... but now theyre doing fun things without me... im sad... i feel like cryng... but maybe its because im sick... im always lke 10times more emotional when im sick... its ( Read more... )

BOYS ARE GAY!!!

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS... WHY CANT I JUST KNOW WHAT HES THINKING.... WHY DO I HAVE TO LIKE HIM.... HE COULD DO LIKE ANYTHING... AND I WOULD STLL PROBABLY LIKE HIM.....ANDTHAT SCARES ME.... I CAN BE LIK FUCK YOU TO EVEYONE ELSE IN TH WORLD AND NOT LET IT BOTHER ME... BUT WITH HIM I CANT... I SAY IT BT THEN I GIVE IN..... ( Read more... )

well ive been gone for a week... well 5 days... i went to scince camp to be a cabin leader... it was fun.. i doubt anyone realized i was gone.... but whatever... it was niec to get away from everyone and everything... i had alot on my mind... yup yup.... i got lts and lots of exercise...heheh... and i made NEW friends.... this little girl in my ( Read more... )

so yeah i went to school ( Read more... )