Things got unwound

[xavierm]

Interestingly enough and to my dismay, my life is not as picture perfect as I hoped it was. Last week that was jarringly apparent as I sat at the crisis unit of Jackson and being given the Baker Act. This is a law here in Florida that takes you to preventive holding at a psychiatric facility when you attempt suicide.

Did I try to end it? Was I

Comments

[lunabee]

I haven't checked my LJ in awhile. I hope things are getting better for you. You are an amazing person and you deserve a good life.

[xavierm]

Thank you, I just wish she could see that. At times I feel like a failure and a poser, that will never measure up. It's been a battle, one where I show the good and positive, but deep down, there is a lot of pain. Thank you for being there!!

Life is not as simple as it should be

[xavierm]

So much to tell and write, but in short I just wanted to send you a huge hug. Its not easy, and it does not get easier, but at least I have hope. Miss you amiga.

[latina_babe]

It's been years since I last updated my journal. You were always one of my favorite's and I'm sad to see you have stopped updating. I hope your life is full of love and joy, my friend.